Yesterday as I moved by the paths,
The paths of destiny
Saw all trees but not greenery
Saw leaves and flowers yet so dull
For once I felt everything just so lifeless
All so dull and all so sad
I felt I was seeing my mind out there
My best friend left the day,
Today my husband
By evening son shall go
And then my daughter and me
Though this has been the trend always
Why is it making feel a little different this time?
Well awaiting the answer

I can't let thee to take over me,
you can't have an upper arm
you shall not make me meek or weak
so as to me there shall never be
an alternative except accepting thee?
love, not shall thee conquer me,
I am just me and do not want thee
to make me week or meek and thee
shall be a winner?
as, so many around feel
but not for you, there is no life at all
I have other emotions to hang on,
so leave me alone and let me be,
peace, is the one i need to have
love, thee creates an uproar in me,
that disturbs the calm and create a pain,
who ever asked you to grow,
you are a pain in the heart
and I a slave to thee?
shall not allow thee to grow or conquer me,
never, never shall that be.

Feared I when my little one asked,
come join me to feel these little mouths,
cold the waters,pure the touch,
as my fingers entered the waters,
tiny faint suction pumps
kiss my finger and give me bumps,
ever for the first time today I felt,
could ever a fish is lovely felt.