When you told me you had my back all the time,
I couldn't believe what you would say.
These idiots I thought must have lost their minds,
To ever treat family this way.

I became the laughing stock,
Of the whole family gang.
It was like I was the Pebble you the rock,
You nearly drove me insane.

Yet I learn a valuable lesson,
For all this **** you done to me.
I don't need anyone,
Especially a fake *** family.

It was hot tonight,
So my baby said to me.
Let me teach you this trick with ice.
It will have you in ecstasy

Naughty smile on his face,
"Babe" he whispered let the tour begin.
Then slowly and gently he traced,
Ice on my warm skin.

Babe I say now it's your turn,
Ready to please my man.
That naughty smile reappears as you say daddy
likes the burn.
An redirects your hand.

I love you for being strong enough to share my
Pain,
I love you even more for wanting to.
For knowing when and how to keep me
sane,
With all you do.

I love you for being there for me ,
And for not saying I way you down.
For helping me see,
The beauty that's still around.

Yet I love you most for being the definition,
Of what a man truly is.
I can finally say I won,
Cause I'm yours not his.

Lastnight  we danced in the rain,
Like two little kids laughing out loud.
You think us insane,
When we layed down to watch the clouds.

The cold kisses hitting our skin,
As we lay there with our hands entwined.
My hair blown by a gentle wind,
As your lips kissed mine.

It got colder and you said babe we got to go,
I grasp your hand wanting to stay.
You look me in the eyes and said you do know,
"They'll be other days".

I can't go anywhere,
Cause you made life unsafe for me.
Do you care,
Or do you live off my misery.

You say you love me yet cause me so much pain,
Laughing behind my back.
Sadness fills my veins,
Your scars have left there tracks.

Will I ever be whole again,
Get past all you have done.
Should I stand up and stick it out til the end,
Or be a coward and run.

Know the answer I hope you do,
I won't let you keep me hidden.
I will rise you know it's true,
Run you got to be kidding.

Tonight you trace my scars with your fingertip,
Slowly raising my face to meet your eyes.
A soft kiss you place on my lips,
Wiping my eyes as I cry.

You say this man you hate,
Who could lead me to such extremes.
You tell me it's not to late,
To live a better dream.

You pull me close and whisper I love you in my ear,
Together you promise we will bring it to an end.
"Babe" you say as long as I'm near,
No one is ever going to hurt you again.

I love you yes okay,
This is absolutely true.
I don't care where you are how far away ,
I want to believe I do.

Every word you say to my ears,
Makes me love you more.
The things that only we share,
Make life worth living for.

Yet my mother says forget this man of mystery,
Who fills your mind with lies.
When he looks at you money is all he sees,
So all I do is dream and cry.

Yet I wrote this poem to let you know how I feel,
You'll always be a part of my heart where ever
you are.
Real not real,
Close or far

She loved dresses of lace,
Silk suits he adore.
She brought hers in an antique place,
He at the finest gentlemen's store.

When he first saw her she took his breath away,
She blushed when he asked for her hand.
On the dance floor they would sway,
Everyone said they looked so grand.

He knew he wanted to share her life,
She made his heart sing.
So in front of 50 people he made her his wife,
With a golden wedding ring.

Yet as with life they grew older as time flew by,
His health grew dim.
Most of the time she would sit around and cry,
Wondering how she'd ever live without him.

The day came when she awoke to find he had past in his sleep,
She thought her heart would never mend.
Until she spotted the note on the sheet,
He had written I'll miss you darling until we dance again.

I can't believe when you say I abandoned ,
Our so called love and you.
Chat for me was just to have fun,
I thought you felt that way too.

Yet your words turned harsh today,
When I wouldn't heed to your demands.
An when I tried to get away,
You said I didn't understand.

Yet I do understand more then you'll ever know,
My life was a living hell for along time
My pain I kept buried tried not to show,
Yes you got scars and I got mine.

An every time you spit words of hate at me,
If I where there I'd hug you anyway.
I see more than you think I see,
I've lived through your night and your days.

Pain is torture loneliness too,
An you feel like given in.
I beg of you before you do,
Remember death is permanent my friend.

I watch you when you sleep the sunlight on your face,
The beauty of your naked body laying on the sheets.
Always sets my heart to race,
Raising the heat.

Your eyes open catching me,
You smile your naughty smile.
When you hold me it's everything I thought It'd be.
Romance mixed with a little wild.

Never did I know life could be like this,
You changed everything.
With just a single kiss,
You made my heart sing.