Find me if you can
And tell me if you can
Who am I?
Iam flying on the reddish sky
But I have no wings.
Iam found as so shy
But I will not cry.

There is no tears in my eyes
I have no fear of flys
Because I have no eyes.

There is no smile on my face
There is no large blaze
Because I have no grace.

There is no thoughts in my mind
There is no anxious in my mind
Because I have a noxious mind.

Iam not a nomad
I have no mad
But iam so bad
Because iam so sad.

I will go afternoon
I will return so soon
It is a precious God's boon
Iam just like a moon.

I have no any structure
I have no any future
Iam a lover of nature
But iam fear of specture
It is my feature.

I have no eyes but I see..
I have no grace but I smile..
I have no tongue  but iam asking
Who am I?

When I left forever what I had with me was nothing..
Remembering the past I had no single day taking rest..
My days were filled with conferences, appointments and parties..
Spending lakhs per month for my pet dog is the happiest thing I ever did.
Turning face away from the needy became my daily routine.
Seeing people eating from the trash  or sleeping with stray dogs never made my heart broken.
When ugly hands came in through the glass asking to feed the starved,
I feared if the ***** hands touch my white silky cloths.
So I looked up to see the signal light turning green and to accelerate my high-end car, while loads of delectable foods were thrown out of my bunglow untasted.
Leading such a royal life did never remind me the value of humanity.
I thought my life remain luxurious forever .
Moving fast again rose the numbers of my lockers but couldn't see that the signal was red once.
I saw everyone running away from me taking my lockers' key when I fell out of the window.
Drenched in red I saw no dark clouds coming together to shed tears letting my silky cloths become white.
I kept mum and listened everywhere.
Heard only silence.
No weeping no sorrows.
They placed a white towel on my face so not even a single kiss of them made me wake up.
I rememebered the day my mom read psalm 49 for me.
Tears cascaded my cheeks for the first time.
Lying in the dark narrow suffocated box I requested them
"Be my hands out of the coffin ! Let others know what I take with me is nothing."
--Wake up and be kind--

Iam extremely delighted
And iam extreamly down at the same time.
Once you said iam mad!
Now I turn out that I have crossed the level I can get cured.
Here everyone looks at me for a shore to safety.
But I remain hapeless as always.
Looking into the days passed by
I realise you are the reason for both my happiness and sorrows.
Find it tough to know why I see your face at night still.
And cannot understand why I run away from you and hide somewhere even  in dreams, why I look at you from far disguising myself.
I see you feeling blissful with a pillor of support and tiny smiles around.
I saw you looking at me twice.
I said myself "head down and move fast".
Ere the curtain comes down
I wish you all the success and blessings.
when I lay here on this hospital bed with nothing to brood
Listening only to the beep sounds of monitors and infusion pumbs
I have asked for apology many times for all the blunders I have done and spoken.
Now I feel to get rid of this instability.
So come near to me but a bit far from this filthily cot
Hold my hand and say, "you are not mad".

There is a huge sky where my little luminous stars lie.
And there is one which smiles at me everynight.
I have never expected anything from this world except Thy love.
The world is giving me
delectable days forever, I have an abstruse mind though.
Some may hoot at me on my twitter.
But I cannot shun from them .
Because Iam your kid and you are my Mom.
Mom ,today is the day
The great day ,that you have dedicated to my Dad,
"My Birthday"
And my Dad is the one who tait at me and his love is the smile on my face which is only for you
No matter how far you are...!

Sometimes it is what really makes us live, the smaller things in life.
Knowing everyone around u is happy .
Seeing different shades on the sky everyday.
Watering plants everyday and seeing them growing green.
Walking alone with no plans and discovering beauty in roadside plants and flowers.
Getting up from bed with flashing sunrays on face and knowing that it's gonna be a lovely day.
Having a coffee made of homemade coffee powder when u go mad and that fills u with both warmth and nostalgia at a time.
Sitting out in the balcony looking at the same castle everyday but in different frames and the cool breeze dives through your hair letting few dance in wind.
Coming across with new people everyday and they smiling at you and talking to you as if they knew you for ages.
Talking to few, laughing loud  and them blessing you wishing you.. Making the days divine though you know they won't remember u the next day.
It is these little things that make your days.

Looking at the window I see the wind embraces those rain drops left over...
Few made a way down  and became a part of the river flowing through..
The rest were chilled with the cool wind embracing and cuddling them at times..
Dark clouds were moved later on and the sun rose taking the drops left over away...
They could have made a way down to the river and still existed as unseen drops of rain...!

They asked me "Do you smoke ?"
I said "No and I won't  "
They asked "Do you drink? "
I said "No and I will never  "
They asked "Do you use any drug ?"
I said " No way "
They said that I am blessed and lucky that I am not addicted to anything.
I told them "wait -before you judge let me say that I am an addict..and . I am addicted to Love the most serious addiction one could ever have