i never thought you would have been mine.
you broke me, you own me.
how do I move on from this?
you know me, the real me
the me that cries over coldplay
the me that's insecure about every inch of my body
the me that makes life worth dying for
I'm lucky to set eyes on you
you're the reason I take a breathe
you're my reality away from reality.
you're the reason why i can't sleep when you're away
how do I move on from this?
you made me this way
but still I'm lucky

1 o'clock
2 o'clock
3 o'clock
4.
Time
It gave me healing,
It gave me peace.
Time
It helped me sleep through it.
Sleep through the pain.
Sleep through the constant reminder that I was never enough.
Sleep through the thoughts.
Time
What would life be if I was stuck?
Stuck in that moment you crushed me.
Stuck in that moment you belittled me.
That hour?
That minute?
That second?
What would life be?
But life got better because I gave it
**Time

no, i don't want to understand you.

i want to hear the thoughts you say off guard.

i to see the things you do when you're alone.

i want to hear the little problems that bothers you.

i want to know where your mind is

just... show yourself.

take it off.
take it all off
feel me.
the real me.
explore a world that
only you have access to.
kiss me
******* soul.
go off with me
just ... take it off.

let me see you from the inside
let me see a side no one knows
let me love you
let me make love to you
....
let me in.

How did let you get this low?
I didn't mean to fill up with wrong, heart burning thoughts
It's hard,
It's just that joy has been my adversary.
I'm sorry.