days go by quicker than lightning,

feelings drift faster than rapid pastures of everflowing waterfalls

life just doesn't feel as magnified as it used to be

lips touch, your feel radiates my articulate perception of us through the ceiling
nothing was to quick, everything was to quick

im stuck in reverse, things are falling apart,

don't be quick to peice it back together, everything happens for a reason; right?

i never lost you, you are somewhere scattered in the cluttered mess of my million peices of life right now,

i just can't seem to find you;;;

will you ever find me?

please do, i've been waiting so long, waiting soo long.

Things change, so did you.

yesterday was solid, today is a gamble of uncertainty.

let me pass, or keep me here left for yours to hurt

pain is external; but nothing has internally damaged me more than you have.

nothing will phase me. ive been there,  ive felt that,
it lets me know that im alive.

i can't see to wait anymore, your gone,

everything is gone, everything that ever was, that we ever were,

everything you've ever owned up to. thats all gone.

somewhere burried inside

somewhere, you will never think to look.

because that place is already gone.

and thats where you were.