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Nicole Apr 2014
You are transported all along my bloodstream in the form of shapes i want to name love. Carried and pushed so you invade my whole system in order to fulfill your goal. As you travel inside my interior highways I can hear your voice calling out names and I lit up my eyes looking for whatever you call. You are inside me, possesed me. My body shakes. I cannot breathe. I hold on tight to that single line of blue air floating away from my mouth shaping o's. and i breathe.

Possesion complete.
Nicole Apr 2014
I've been a little loud, sometimes a little shallow. Acting like I know everything about everyday and that more than screaming how much I used to be in love with everything but me. Truth is I never truly did. Flowers sprouse out of my mouth and I gasp for air and I never truly breathe. You are not here but you're never truly there. I walk and a path of shadows is formed, all of my past is traced leaving a mark on earth but everyone told me I wouldn't leave anything here.
I always thought I'd die young. How old is young? Let us give it a few more years.
Nicole Mar 2014
Hace algún tiempo, cuando todavía me consideraba cadaver, no hubiera llegado a pensar que podría volver a sentir. Desconectarme era lo mío. No sentir, no querer vivir, lo usual, lo de todos los días. Cuando todavía me consideraba cadaver, no tenía documento que probara que algún día hubiese estado viva. Cuando estaba fría y sin vida, todo lo que quería es sentirme como ahora lo hago. Lo negaba, si. Me odiaba, si. Pero quería, claro. Después de ese tiempo, cuando ya no me consideraba cadaver, descubrí que las marcas no se irían nunca. Seguirían tanto en mis piernas como en mi cabeza y que todavía podría ser almenos parte cadaver. Solo amaba a la tierra mas no a los habitantes y menos al tibio cadaver llamado Nicole. Pasaron meses y el cadaver vino a la vida. Revivio y en cualquier momento se puede convertir en una persona como otra. El cadaver dejo de ser cadaver. BOOM. CAPOOM. La agonía termino. ¡El cadaver esta vivo! Se grito por las calles, mientras este saltaba y gritaba que lo amaba.


Se podría pensar que esto termina como en los cuentos de hadas. Finales felices y cuentos para dormir. Pero una historia tan tenebrosa como la del cadaver no puede ser contada, ni recordada. Pero talvez, solo narrada.
A Spanish Tale
Nicole Mar 2014
Time passes but it's like no second has been and I get into a state of mind.
I really need you by my side.
It's starting to hurt.
                                                                                                          Do you hear me?
                                                                                                            Please be here
Sometimes I get lonely and I need you out of nowhere.
Sometimes I hate myself but I love you and I'm sorry for it.
I'm sorry I hate myself sometimes
Because you make me love everything
sometimes even myself.
hey
Nicole Mar 2014
When did you
became yourself?
Marvelous.
full of wonder–
yet you don't see
all of the things
you persuade me to see in myself
in yourself.
                
When did you
fell for me–
when I was asleep?
did you see me
when I was dead?
Blank. Lonely. Cold.
How can you be able
to know I was once dead
and now love me
as if I had been alive all of this time.

You always surprise me,
You are always new.
You are always you.

If I thought I was alive before, was because I couldn't picture myself as alive as I am now.
With you,
always with you.
When will you stop?
Please tell me in advance
Please never stop
and if you do
just stick by my side
Nicole Mar 2014
The clock ticks and my heart pounds and something inside my chest burns but it is something I have never acknowledged inside of me before. The clock ticks as slow as my mind thinks and all I think about is you, and all I can do is think about you. I wonder were you are and how you are or if your feet are hurting or if perhaps you're cold and I feel guilty for it and I really don't know why. My chest is pressed by all the love I feel towards you and I feel reckless. My breath is taken away from me by the memories I don't have of you and I hope I don't bleed this time. Everything you do to me is everything I am and everything I am is everything I wanted to be. It's hard to breathe and it's hard to live and it's hard to feel. I would shut off normally but I can't because I am feeling too much lately. I would beg to stop feeling. I would be pleased by your company. I would love if you'd be here.

I want you here.
Nicole Mar 2014
When I say
I love you
Don't picture my cheeks
Bright red
Or my palms sweaty

When I say I love you
Something breaks inside of me
The walls I worked so hard
To construct all around my heart
They are now teared apart

When I say I love you
I do not say it
To the boy standing in front of me
I profess it to the person you are
Late at night
When your thoughts are blurry
And your eyes are dark.
I recall this as a matter of my heart exploding of love atm
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