I lived my life without knowing pain
Til I met my dad and it went insane
My life spiraled in the opposite direction
Pointing it in only one place
The monster
was there not physically there but you could see clearly where
It pulled me towards it I struggled from it
I couldn't break free
from the grasp it had on me
I live no more than a shell of me
Because the monster within me broke free
I cried and screamed to go back to me
It was no use the monster had me
It started off small with a puff and a blow
But now I am snorting lines
Cause I lost control