The day you left, I was for sure you'd be back.
days with out a call, I figured you were okay.
No one talked about you for weeks, no one asked questions.

Four years have gone past since you have even said hi to me.
You expect everyone to be okay that youre back?
I have grown to hate you.

The stories i made up about you so I would be okay.
Then our parents tell me the truth.
You took my best friend and turned him in to a demon
I want nothing to do with.

please just get out of my home
and go away for four more years then maybe ill want to see you.

Your words hurt and scar
The tears I shad are like blood
The words you say are like a knife

When you said that you cut me so deep
The blood shad so thick
The scars are still there always hurting me

Memory's of you is like going insane
******* up my brain

Crying time after time

Finding reason after reason          

Dying inside day after day

Maybe someday ill be okay
But I know that day isn't today

blood running down her arm
red thick blood hitting the floor
the pain she cant feel anymore

tightens the grip of  the knife
deepens the cut
she cries so hard
yet no one comes

she takes the knife away
moving it up her arm
clean white skin
just began getting red

she is as deep as she will go

cleans the knife, hides it away
grabs the blood stained shirt
cleared the floor clean
does so with her arm

she now covers up and sleeps
one last night
fool of fright

the first time i heard you cry
the air became thick
i just choked up
didnt know what to say

i felt so bad
crying in my mind
it hurts me to see you hurt

the pain still fills the room
as if your still cryin in there
as if the lights were still out
and the air still so thick no one can speak

hides behind the makeup
dies behind the grave
says good bye within the tears

crys in sorrow
still made for death
she had one last breath

finds herself within the moment
she crys inside
she wasted her life
she is already dying inside

Its broken because of you
My heart is in pieces
Seperated and can't be fixed

Love is a lot
I tryed to fight for it
But you gave up

Kissed and hugged
But still not loved

Died a little in side
When you broke me
Never will be fixed
But no one gives a ****

Hides the fear
But showing the tears
Scared to feel

Her heart is bare
But no one stares
She lives in fear

She killed for a dare
She trys not to be scared

The tears I cry
Trying not to lie
The fire in his eyes
Burning me inside

I hear the lies he says
Crying in my head
Figuring out what I just said
So I lie instead

Laying there in my bed
Going insane

blank stairs
having so many nightmares
shame is flying through the air

trying to scream and cry
but if she does she will die
crying inside

going insane
she is about to lose her brain
but she gets the gun
she ends this game

Days are cold without you
Hours of sorrow thinking of you

Life is dark without you
Finding the light is hard to do
Yet isnt impossible

One day I will come finding my way
Living my life, without you
Living out of the past


Someone will come take me
Making me drift away


The past isn't the past til you leave
The present isn't the present til the past is gone
The future isn't the future until you stay out of it

This means stay away from my new life
The past was a mistake
The present is going okay
The future holds my secrets I haven't made

Tears in her eyes
Watching him die
Figuring out all the lies

The feeling she should die
Crying inside
Watching his lies

Sees herself inside
Finds the way away
Done with all the lies

She is still alive
She isn't trying to die

Chills down her spine
Kills in her mind
Trying to find the time

Whispers in the wind
Lies in the air
Yet no one is standing there

Finding the right door
**** she's hitting the floor
Still nothing is there

Voices are there
Telling her where
Yet no one is standing there

Seek the reason why
People even try
Their just going to die

Your sadness hides
But never dies
Hidden behind you
Waiting for you to cry

Seeking the reason why
I even try
I'm just going to die

Holding the tears back
Seeing him look back
Crying inside
My sadness still alive
Wanting me to die

One tear at a time
Another part of me dies
Crying, feeling dead
A image appeared in my mind

Guns and bullets
Knifes and scares
Bodies and blood
Me and suicide

Kisses in the air
Hugs all around
Acts like its okay

So alone inside
Feeling like I should die
Smile on my face
Crying inside

Hiding my feelings
No one must care
Shame is in the air
But only I can see

Kisses all around more like kiss the world good bye.

Children scream and cry
Mothers scream and lie
Fathers scream and say good bye
Family's fight and live their lives

Holds her daughter close
Daddy's gonna be okay
Daddy don't walk away
We love you anyway

Daddy don't say good bye
Without you Mommy might die

Kisses on the head daddy goes away
Two years go bye  
I see daddy's eyes
Smiles all day but mommy is afraid
She locks the door and screams good bye

Pulls a gun from her bag
Kisses me on the head
And says good bye
Screaming it was all because daddy said good bye

The demon is inside me
Killing me day by day
Stabbing my soul
Hurting me the most

The hours are dark
I can't get out
Save my soul before I go

The demon is inside me
Killing me more and more
Stabbing my soul
Hurting me the most

Kissed by the demon
I found my way out
Its still coming after me
Trying to find me

The scratching at my door
Screaming my name
The demon is here and won't go away
The demon got me now I'm dead and gone