I miss when you cared
jealous of other girls
because that was proof that you loved me
proof that I was your world
I remember when those tears fell
cause I was being stupid before we dated
love is that emotion where you go from loved to hated
and you hated me in that moment
and I apologized but it felt real
and that love had me thinking one day I'd kneel
down
but now I'm down on my knees
and not in the way I thought
and not for the birds and the bees
for those sad, sad pleas
of me begging please
I just want to forget
I'm locked in sadness, just hand me the keys
and I tried hard
and I'm such a lazy boy
all I'd ******* do is sit in my LazyBoy
but you motivated me
you helped me start writing
and when I got depression
that happiness had me fighting
but now I'm fighting for the answer
as if I was looking for the cure, and this was cancer
but I can't decide
I just wish it was like it begun
when instead of your #2
I was your #1

I remember I wrote you cheesy poems
did everything to make you happy
I wanted to take you out and show em
how lucky I was
thinkin they sent something from above
I was stupid
stupid in love

I miss it

I miss the way we were

the way we were happy
those days with her
but now I'm
about the opposite

I feel like I want to drown
these ******* thoughts blasting in my head
like sadness surround sound
just let me flee out of this dumb town
and maybe things would be different if I was around

I am a bloodhound
searching for happiness instead of deer
but I wasn't prepared
for when that happiness would disappear