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236 · Jun 2014
the cycle
Nick M Jun 2014
why can't I sleep
on those lonely nights I try,
why can't I dream
on those nights I want to die,
why can't I think
when I want some imagination
and now I'm stuck
in this maze of an equation
always looking for the answer
but it seems it got taken
so I'm on a search
looking for the right reasons
to live and be free
when its death that I'm eating
210 · Mar 2014
I promise
Nick M Mar 2014
I promise
that I will never leave you,
it'll be you before it's me,
I will never leave you
unless my spirit parts, just like the sea
and can't you see, that I'm wrong
and that you can easily do better
but if you left, I'd be cold
leaving me alone, without a sweater
you're my warmth, you make me happy
and I just hope I can to
trust me when I say I'm trying
and when I say that I love you
so can you stay, you're better than my prescription
just give me that daily dose, because surely you're my new addiction
and let me get my fix, as those words escape your lips
"do you really love me?" you say, and I say
I promise
194 · Apr 2014
Untitled
Nick M Apr 2014
I live in silence,
I feast in lonesome,
I am surrounded by these walls
trapped in these walls,
but I prefer silence,
I prefer this,
I live around walls, not lies
I live with my emotions,
for if I am happy,
I feel no need to pretend,
I am exactly where I want to be
I am exactly who I want to be
179 · Mar 2014
Untitled
Nick M Mar 2014
sometimes, I part my lips to speak,
the words don't come out;
my lips begin to dry, slowly
as I breathe in air
there's something wrong with me
what do I do?
what is wrong with me?
I wish I could please people,
I wish people could please me,
and people come and go,
they can be amazing, rarely though
but for some reason I ruin it
I ruin everything
I am a cancer
I hate people
people hate me
I ruin everything
I hate everything
I hate me

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