Heart stopping rot,
down for the count,
rent of emotion,
alone and frozen,
heavy breaths,
left connections,
lost conceptions,
frosted facets of fogged mirrors,
I only spoke,
I couldn't hear her.

I don't deserve this you say,
I don't deserve anything I say,
****** up and worried about frivolous activities,
I ignore you even when you sit with me.

Fiending for a reason I've seen,
Shrouded by a pharmaceutical haze,
I pick up the phone,
hear the message,
what did you say I forget,
nabbed and cuffed,
thrown in their net.

Though you go away,
It is with you my heart will stay,
Heart strings frayed,
Laid out,
Down for the count,
You're a lovely individual,
A residual effect,
You Are Leaving.

Looking for love above your heart,
In your head,
In your mind,
Looking for what you cannot find,
But it's okay,
Calm yourself down,
This is love lost and found,
Honestly it's as deep as the sea,
Searching for what you can only be,
Something much more than skin deep,
It's what I need,
But it's okay,
You're safe and sound,
You're in the place called love lost and found,
Looking for love when love is blind,
Does that mean love cannot find me,
I lay myself down to get my heart to sound out the words,
And let it be heard in love lost and found.

For me the apocalypse is today,
as I lay in my pool of blood,
the world is ending,
I hear the sirens, a flashing ray,
I hear the paramedic say,
he won't live to see another day,
then I ask myself ,
why do I have to die this way,
making it my apocalypse,
my judgement day,
for as I die,
the world is ending
the world is dying with me,
everyday there is an apocalypse,
for everyone who dies,
and this one is mine.