I was always trying inside to be so reserved. You always felt like it was no big deal to splurge. I held an urge to make you see the things I felt and help you learn. Your words were more observed and less preserved for my concerns. Absurd when I would turn tables and pull dragons out of hats. Exploited in contributions made me into a simple act. I had a lack in my direction and effected by the "facts". You couldn't match with my intention, led to bending, signs distract. I always loved more than others because I knew how it felt to lack. You held plenty of pain and it chained you from way back. I tried to remain indifferent but it made mainframes crack. You're beautiful I mean that, juxtapose me,  I need that.

You can delete me off of every single digital existence you or I have created, I will always remember your eyes in the light of the Sun or the Moon. You will always remember mine. Our gravity will never die. These waves of mine could not stop as that would unhinge the conciousness of minds, yet if the proper stars were aligned, yours and mine could change the tide.

Twine is but a piece of love that holds our heart together
And love is but a form of spark that moves us on forever
Living long is better than forgetting why you're clever
I decided long ago what binds the blind we change our tethers
Raucous is the weather and impatient is my penance
Regret is rarely present as I recognize my essence
Pain I just forget except I feel it and remember
My Giver has projected outward, inside I feel better
Sweaters hold in heat, I wash away the freeze with circuits
Permit myself to feel myself and sense the flow is perfect
Anointed by conservation conversations purchased
Through the pounding of the waves I sense my purpose