Everyone has their one best friend,
Those who they fully depend.
There are other like me, who try to befriend.
Try really hard to blend.
Trust me, I don't pretend.
I don't portend,
I don't mean to offend
I don't want to contend.
A change won't ever impend.
There's no way to amend.
And I don't expect you to comprehend.
Everything seems to have an end.

But it won't ever end, if it never started.

You said that there's still a reason for me to live.
You said I meant something to you.
You said you understood.
You gave me your word that you will be there for me and fight for me no matter what happens.
But now. You left for a better life I guess.
Leaving me behind here alone.

All that's left is just a cutter.
And a sad soul.

Such a dissapointment when you defend someone for so long thinking they are different and they turn out to be like what everyone said.

Forever is a long time.
But I wouldn't mind spending it by your side.

My heart is broken,
i'm mentally exhausted.
The burdens are too much,
it makes me crushed .
I hate my life ,
I hope I can die ,
I cut myself until I'm too tired .
Fresh blood dripping like the rain ,
but I'm too numb to feel the pain .
I stayed there for a long long time
Thinking whether is it the right thing to do .
But I'm too late ...