Looking back in time...
You notice what you've lost...
The mistakes you've made...
The friendships destroyed...
The meaning gone...
The life gone void...
Could I have stopped it?
Could it have been changed?
Could I have saved you...from me?
I miss the laughs
The warm embrace
I miss the protection
The smile on your face.
Are you still smiling?
Do you even remember?
The words you promised...
You promised....

Here's my heart. please be seen.
what to do to make you believe?
I'm not clouded by my thoughts.
I'm right on track, right from the start.
You think I'm wrong, don't mean a thing.
My heart is right and my truth will ring.

See my heart. clear as day.
Maybe if you wouldn't look away
Maybe you'd see that for once, I'm right
Please, dare me! I know my light.
Stop telling me my judgement's wrong
When judgement is you own personal song

So there's my heart, I'll leave it there.
Just on the ground without a care.
If it gets trampled, i wouldn't mind.
If only you'll see the truth in kind.
My heart is there. Clear as day.
So don't even try to look away.

A single star shoots through the sky.
Followed closely by another.
Blitzing through the starry night.
Connected in their wonder.

The first one darts across the blue.
Leaving its train to fail.
The second slides along with ease.
Using a similar trail.

This vision bright reminds me of,
Two lovers in their day.
One running from the other.
Being chased all the way.

The second star is so in love,
He couldn't let her go.
And so he runs after her,
as she flits to and fro.

So as they vanish in the night,
I can't help but think,
Will he ever catch his love?
As they're lost in a blink.

I hope someday he'll reach his goal.
To hold forever more.
Fixated into a single place.
Til death is at the door.

Two small star across the sky.
Whispering hopes of love.
Now staying right where they belong
Chained together up above.

I'm going on an adventure!

To Narnia
Or Neverland.
To Middle Earth
Or Wonderland.

Yes I said an adventure
Don't try to stop me now.
It might take me forever.
Even if I don't know how.

Where to start?
Where to end?
Around each corner
And each bend.

I don't even know
My own destination
But yet I start
With no hesitation.

So here I go.
No turning back.
God help me please.
I'm can feel the attacks.

But I will prevail.
I promise I'll be strong.
I'm determined to succeed.
For this journey shall be long.

So goodbye to all.
I'll miss you...maybe
So see you whenever
My end date may be.

An adventure true and simply.

Spinning.                                                         Breathe. Just breathe.
      Around.                                        Take a breath. Please make it stop!
           Can't see.                             It's got to stop.                 Want it to stop.
                Can't breathe.                    It stopped.                         Nothing is clear.
                     Scared of nothing.             I survived.                        Splitting headache.
                           What is happening?                                      Ripping me to shreds.                
                                  Why can't I focus?                               Tearing me apart.
                                           What is out to get me? It's eating away at me.
                                                            I can't handle this anymore.

Such slight pain.
Such a little scar.
Not a lot of hurt.
I won't go far.

Not too deep.
Just til I bleed.
Please believe me.
This is what I need.

I'd rather die
Than live this way.
But you need me here
So I'll have to stay.

So just one more time.
Keep me living.
Is this the end
Or just the beginning.