It is what I chose and not because I have no choice
I want you to understand more, so please hear my voice
it's my way of serving God better than another
Please lend me some time, I hope I am not a bother

Being single is a sign from above
one chose to be pure and chaste for God's love
and the heavens are about to bestow
the best life one might have, down here below

a lot might say "it is because you are lonely"
and some might say "it's because you're old already"
but it is because of God, who I love truly
My glorious, loving God, the one and only

I once thought that you were mine
but I guess we weren’t fine
Our days together were sublime
and all will be alright in time

Too many apologies to count
Though, I really can’t figure it out
I am broken, not beautiful
But they said be broken to be useful

Since the beginning,
I loved you, so endearing;
But you stopped breathing...

One word
Two syllables
Starts a conversation
But ends tension

Oh Boredom, I cannot find contentment,
Staring my mind off, longing for acknowledgment;
I sense emptiness, space only I can borrow;
Fathoming nothing is such sweet sorrow;

I play games in a desultory way,
despite millions of chores every single day;
Playing music arbitrarily as I lend an ear
when I’m perceived as frivolous, oh dear.

Each day is a sloth, leisurely ticking away;
Pondering moments seem dull and astray;
It is declared, I am undeniably bored,
Accomplishing something is impossible of some sort.

It’s just a small piece
Initiates war and peace
Don’t be so proud, please.

I never thought this would be the day,
The time That I held my heart away.
Walking, and all the signs were array;
Laughing, crying until it fades away.

The moment he told me about you...
feelings scattered, thought it wasn't true...
everyday I grow fond of you,
though not even bothered by my cue

The moment you confirmed it to me
I was shocked but too scared to be
it actually seemed like you were mocking me
I guess we weren't really meant to be

I  never thought it was that long ago
when you first looked past my big ego
still, you broke me like a castle of lego
good bye KT, its time for me to go

It started out right
The sky was shining so bright
But dark got the light