Trying so hard
to straighten things out,
straighten myself out.
to untie,
unravel,
untangle.
all of the knots
in my stomach and
in my chest.
Life
is always leaving me a mess
leaving me broken
leaving me tired.
I'm sick of trying
to untie,
unravel,
untangle.
all of these
stupid
knots.

cAnT sToP                                          
                                 *CaNt sLeEp
                                                                     EyEs ClOsEd
                                                                                                          BrAiN oPeN                                    
nO rUnNiNg
                                   No EsCaPeInG
                                                                       CaNt BrEaTh
                                                                                                           CaNt ThInK
                       JuSt StUcK
                          
                                                              iN hElL
                  
                                                                                            *wItH mY dEmOnS

Every time I kiss you
After a long separation
I feel
I am putting a hurried love letter
In a red mailbox.