I remember the first day we met
How arrogant the things you have said
Your wind kept dragging me to you
Like a storm destroying everything in it's way
It's funny how you broke my walls with just a laugh… guess that's when I decided to stay
I always knew there's an end to this tunnel
But I always imagined it white like the clouds
Instead I came out screaming in a mute dark
Sadness keeps crawling within me
Faith and hope that's what I convince myself to believe
Shutting down every memory of you with a lock made of holding up scars
Trying to free myself from you while torturing my heart with the truth
I know days will pass by and I will thank me for the discussion I made
But each day feels like a fired slap and sobs won't come out
I told you I wanted you all and everything and I am everything
So when I felt not valued I knew I had to leave or for wasting my life I'll keep regretting
I left but I kept looking back hoping at least you'd make a sound
I was nothing and you only cared about your sake you said it clear and loud
I left with my pride of not being number one choice
I left knowing I only want who wants me like he won a prize
I left feeling blank , you had my soul and you still have it
Am sure someday you'll realize what you've lost and come back
My heart will always skip a beat for you, so with a smile I'll turn and like you did I will give you my back