dark under eye circles and sleepless nights
fatigue and loss of appetite
dark thoughts and a forced smile
who I have become is a nightmare
feeling lost and not receiving directions
holding back tears and aggression
no one understands and no one pays attention
what has my mind been intoxicated with
depression and anxiety
loneliness and sadness
anger and fear
I just want to disappear
beginning to slip
I think it's the end of this dreadful trip
no more courage no more fight
it appears my mind and body have lost all might