once, on a silent night.
a blue fire comes to light.
on the stones, my blood your knife.
i broke your heart, you took my life.
a demon i woke in you.
endless remorse, and rage.
your attacks from out of the blue.
you spiled my blood our final page.
"i'm sorry" spits my final breath.
tears stream from your eyes.
"i love you" forms a smile.
with me our love dies.
a final apology, is never enough.
your journey is just beginning.
you can do this, your tough.
you'll find another ring.
your knife is the key.
bring yourself to hell.
spend forever with me.

This is a story of.
My life ended recently.
Whilst i lost my one love.
So far I've kept conscious, decently.
I'm out of steam.
Do you know what it's like?
Let me know.
I feel useless, empty without her.
I have nowhere else to go.
My heart bursting in a rapture.
A two part piece.
I have only a few rhymes.
My soul is a disease.
Rmembering, imagining, perfect past times.
She is flawless.
Her beauty, immaculate.
My lips to hers, an angel's caress.
False smiles, all I have left.
I miss her touch.
She is in his arms.....
To me she means so much.
She is all my charms.
............. I LOVE YOU!!!!
Can't you see?
To you I could never lie....
Do you LOVE me?

i sit.
i stare.
a painful hit.
i'm unaware.
loving, crying.
believing, dying.
i have nothing left to live for.
do you?
who knows?, we might not even care anymore.
you wont hold me true.
forfeit, defeat.
giving in.
these lies repeat.
living sin.
what is on my mind you ask?
living death, among all the rest.
you hide from your lies behind a blackenned mask.
a final blow, straight through your chest.
your hate seeps.
away with me.
my heart keeps.
your souls key.

A smile, it's forced.
My mind, it's torn.
My body and soul, divorced.
Every emotion I have is worn.
Out of time, out of breath.
I don't care, I have nothing left.
Lies, addiction, nothing real.
Choking, failing, I've lost to theft.
I'm numb, no remembrence of what it's like to feel.
Is there any way to recover?
My heart is shattered.
I've lost any chance at a lover.
I quit!, I give up!, fallen bruised and battered.....

I'm sick of this ****!
All you do is feed me lies!
Every word you say digs for your grave pit.
I've tried so hard, but I cant seem to break our ties.
You tease me.
I am bewildered.
You please me.
I regret being there with you.
Nothing can change my mind.
There is nothing you can use to undo.
All i ask of you is the truth to find.

****, your here again.
you're to weak for here.
you just follow, you never listen.
since you're here, you have to stay near.
babe, listen get behind me.
they are coming.
run away, don't let the demons see.
make sure, you keep humming.
run run away.
please never return.
ever especially today.
for if you do your soul will burn.
i look at the demon.
its eyes so dark.
its harsh howl.
its tainted mark.
i shudder at its growl
it swings its arm.
its razor claws.
cut me, causes me harm.
its strong and fast,but it still has its flaws.
the demon smells my blood.
it sniffs at the air.
thoughts in its head begin to flood.
i silently draw my blade, with the evermost care.
it moves again.
its gaurd falls.
as it moves in.
i think for a second, as if time stalls.
in an instant its there.
i point, my blade leads.
it wraps a lock tight snare.
i feel the warmth as it bleeds.

click click click.
i love to take pictures.

tick tock tick.
time goes by, the clock reasures.

***** sock sick.
our washer is broken.

Baby you will always be in my heart.
i will never let you go.
it may not sound smart.
but i will never let you knw.
i still love you!
that you will never be told.
everything i sat is 100% true.
if u find out i will fold.
baby cant you see ur in my heart forever!
as an unkown apathy!

your a magic fish.
you live in a tiny dish.
young people find you to make a wish.

im a crazy dog.
i carry a magic pog.
my house is a giant log.
i love to jog.
my best friend is a ***** hog.
he lives in an enchanted bog.

your a little bird named sweety.
you favorite hobby is to sing a little song tweety-tweet-tweety.

Baby do you see?
You are too slow.
Me and you will never be.
We have all seen this show.

Baby, do not hate.
You are too weak.
i can't let you test fate.
we can't let the reaper seek.

Baby, you know i'm a fake.
you have my lies.
with them the world is yours to take.
keep your ambition high, reach for the skies.

I'm not a poet.
I'm just a fake.
Yes i write everything myself.
but my only motivations are tragedy and heartbreak.
Should i quit now?
please read everything and then tell me the truth.

you, look at me.
if you stare.
you will see.
i would never dare.
hurt her again.
i am a changed man.
im sick of making this sin.
without love theres no way i can.
tell me am i right?
do not lie.
am i wrong for this fight?
if i lose i will die.

I sand still.
your stare penatrates me.
It hurts sending a cold chill.
Your kiss is a drug it's the key.
how can i regain your trust?
i will do watever it takes.
ur body moves, i fill with such lust.
I'm tired of them ******* fakes.
who else dpes this disapoint?
just who are you?
tell them ******* go smoke a joint.
can i find anything you say to be true?
im lost and alone.
music is my serenity.
can you hear my tone?
i love you ******!
its the last time i can say it.

Don't stare at me.
My heart isn't yours to take.
I truly am in love you see?
Even though you think I'm fake.

Don't stare over here.
My body bruised and bare.
I am shaking I know your near.
Even clench your fist, come take your share.

Don't stare I'm running away.
My heart is takin'.
I'm left with nothing to say.
Even though my love for you leaves me shakin'

Don't stare this is my final verse.
My body bare, and so close to yours.
I'm left without time to reherse.
Even now I feel I'm rotting with the apple's cores.

well for this shall be short.
im so tired.
if it was long evil would thwart.
my plans and destroy everything i admired.

the end lol

Walk, walk away.
What am I to do?
Alone again, just another day.
Do you know the feeling?
Are you alone too?
Without love there is no healing.
So much pain.
Music conceals.
Soothing rain.
Hiding how she truly feels.
Am I ok?
Pretending, being fake.
I hate to do it.
It's only for their sake.
Every lie makes me feel like ****.
I place others above myself.
I clip my heart on my sleeve.
And I take my seat on the bottom shelf.
I remind yo, close the door when you leave.

I'm walkin down the halls.
I glance at her, she catches my eye.
She looks back, Ifeel wam as time stalls.
Her mout opens, a beautifal lie.
It was truly,love at first sight.
my fear makes me fail.
forever alone after tonight.
would you like to hear my tale?
it started in the morning.
a day not all to long ago.
i went for a run, took a break to sing.
i got home shower'd and rested.
picked up and played my guitar.
my mind became infested.
i put it down and went out afar.
so i went to the store.
and that is when i saw her.
she caught my eyes, my heart tore.
i knew i needed her.
i approached her, told her i thought she was an angel.
and then i spent too much time away from her and lost my mind.

so i'm alone again.
big surprise isnt it?
i think it's driving me insane.
the solid truth is this.
looking back even i think i rhyme to much.
do u think so?
i kno i'm not rhyming in this..
it;s taking me a lot of effort..
i will have to fake another smile..
it's just that **** simple.
you're amazing that's true.
you deserve so much better than i.
just push me out.
this is all so true..
my heart is on my sleeve.
i wont cry or pout.
so dont feel bad.
stay my friend.
just put a distance.
i wont blame you.
i promise forever.
smile! i love you

running down the street this morning.
i'm thinkin' about a pretty girl (she knows that i have feelings for her).
a snarling burly dog pops out of a rose bush.
i jumped back, ran across the rode and hid in the cemetery.
i was scared, for the first time in quite some time.
i sit against a tombstone and my thoughts shift to my grandma...
burying her was so hard, i sat in that cemetery for an hour and a half crying.
i get home my dad acuses me of getting high while out and wouldn't drop it...
now the bruise under my left eye says i was guilty...
but it just takes his side because he birthed it there..
his knuckles hard and cold...
hiding in my room writing and cying...
i realise soon enough he wont be able to touch me..
sickly it makes me smile..

Here I am.
With a smile.
I really don"t give a ****.
Let's sit and talk a while.
where are you?
Please come to me...
i feel for so few.
Baby cant you see?
what this is.
with us together.
you can choose, my arms or his.
my heart and a feather.
clipped to my sleeve.
baby I'm here!
I will never leave.
as long as u will stay, forever near.

I've been pushed around.
Too many times.
And all these lines.
Are just useless rhymes.
Read the signs.
**** the queen.
malicious and empty.
Leave this scene.
A pain we all see.
It's simply serene.
A life always ends.
It's never real.
It just pretends.
Fake smiles conceal.
another foul lie.
I feel only pain.
Another failed try.
Is this life in vain?
I will never know.
will u tell me?
Rewrite the show.

your feelings for people.
are like a soldiers hidden emotions.
your sorrows fly higher than the churches steeple.
an architects dedications.
hidden designs of their true loves.
no one else can read it.
except for the doves.
your kingdom wont let you sit.
not even for a moment.
while apart all we feel is agony.
i don't think i can handle it.
my life flame is dying.
i look to my mirror when i feel like ****.
when it shatters, I know I'm dead.
no more thoughts.
running through my head.

I wake in sweat.
I tremor and shake.
My heart is cold and wet.
I feel so fake.
What am i to do?
You all run away.
Will you wait for me too?
It might be my final day.
I'm here standing scared.
I can't even imagine.
That anybody cared.
To save me from my sin.
I have no strength.
Nothing to hold me up.
i cant compete with the days length.
Please can you rescue me my friend?
I promise that if you do!
I will satnd by you until the end!!!

here I lay.
shaking and cold.
crying for a new day.
my life grows short as i grow old.
unable to move.
unable to speak.
my bloodflow slows.
my mind grows weak.
I feel like no one knows.
if i could speak.
i would let them be told.
now I'm dying.
awaiting my sould to be sold.
my tears drop, I'm crying.
longing for death for so long.
if only i knew how,
to end the suffering and be strong.but in the end.
i lay now.

Oh please baby.
Stand here.
With me.
In my arms you have nothing to fear.
Look in my eyes.
a single kiss.
without any lies.
feel our bliss?
follow me now.
through all of this.
I'll show you how.
to never miss.
with you at my side.
I feel like a king.
but while alone.
I'm an imperfect being.
so many flaws.
such little time.
may this be?
my final rhyme?

You look here.
You see me stand.
I'm shaking with fear.
we need to escape this land.
the beasts approach.
I'll secure you in my arms.
we hear there screech.
I swear to keep you safe babe.
I will keep u just out of their reach.
without you I'm fake.
the only way they can breach.
me is to take.
You away.
i need you here.
it's all i can say.
please baby stay near.
so i can keep you safe.
forever in my arms.

I walk through these woods.
The fog, the full moon in the sky.
I cannot stall.
That is no lie.
For if I do, I shall fall.
The moon has such powers.
It shows u the monster I am. every time it shines, I'm powdered, ****** showers.
I bow my head in shame..
Please don't walk away.
Don't remember my name.
I have nothing left to say.
I can't control this!..
Can you teach me how?
I'm done within.
I'm human no longer...
animosity growing stronger.
I have givin' in...
killing you.
my final sin.

Look at the shapes.
forming in the shadows.
we must flee the sun.
hide behind the drapes.
but only when theres nowhere else to run.
we feel the chill run down our spines.
but when they ask, we say we're fine.
waiting for night.
as the sun slowly falls.
we're fighting to breath.
as if time stalls.
emotions on high.
as angels drop.
tears from the sky.
the mindless beatings stop.
we feel a warm trickle.
as the blood flows from our necks.
it tickles.
a gentle laughter.
as he turns his back.
and recedes to the rafters.
he has reversed our bliss.
with a simple.
vampire kiss.

This time.
I hear.
Your voices chime.
My amazing savior.
With you I have no fear.
No hostile behavior.
A sweet tender love.
Known truly by so few.
It rides forever the feathers of a dove.
These words I write are so true.
I have nothing.
Other than you!
These feelings are truly tame.
We could be great.
Our hearts as one in the same.
Now we just battle with fate.
So tell me this one time.
How many times must I,
make these useless rhymes?

I'm so sorry.
For all I've done.
My words you parry.
I've nowhere left to run.
I say so much.
now I've run out of luck.
I shall never know your touch.
used my last breath to duck.
No one really cares.
About me anymore.
so many nightmares.
you see me as a stupid *****.
but I've changed.
no one sees that.
your worlds deranged.
squirming like a rat.
i can't take it any longer.
my last defender.
you've become too much stronger.
my last lines.
I'm sorry dear....
tangled in vines.
you will never hear.