well for this shall be short.
im so tired.
if it was long evil would thwart.
my plans and destroy everything i admired.

the end lol

Walk, walk away.
What am I to do?
Alone again, just another day.
Do you know the feeling?
Are you alone too?
Without love there is no healing.
So much pain.
Music conceals.
Soothing rain.
Hiding how she truly feels.
Am I ok?
Pretending, being fake.
I hate to do it.
It's only for their sake.
Every lie makes me feel like ****.
I place others above myself.
I clip my heart on my sleeve.
And I take my seat on the bottom shelf.
I remind yo, close the door when you leave.

I'm walkin down the halls.
I glance at her, she catches my eye.
She looks back, Ifeel wam as time stalls.
Her mout opens, a beautifal lie.
It was truly,love at first sight.
my fear makes me fail.
forever alone after tonight.
would you like to hear my tale?
it started in the morning.
a day not all to long ago.
i went for a run, took a break to sing.
i got home shower'd and rested.
picked up and played my guitar.
my mind became infested.
i put it down and went out afar.
so i went to the store.
and that is when i saw her.
she caught my eyes, my heart tore.
i knew i needed her.
i approached her, told her i thought she was an angel.
and then i spent too much time away from her and lost my mind.

so i'm alone again.
big surprise isnt it?
i think it's driving me insane.
the solid truth is this.
looking back even i think i rhyme to much.
do u think so?
i kno i'm not rhyming in this..
it;s taking me a lot of effort..
i will have to fake another smile..
it's just that **** simple.
you're amazing that's true.
you deserve so much better than i.
just push me out.
this is all so true..
my heart is on my sleeve.
i wont cry or pout.
so dont feel bad.
stay my friend.
just put a distance.
i wont blame you.
i promise forever.
smile! i love you

running down the street this morning.
i'm thinkin' about a pretty girl (she knows that i have feelings for her).
a snarling burly dog pops out of a rose bush.
i jumped back, ran across the rode and hid in the cemetery.
i was scared, for the first time in quite some time.
i sit against a tombstone and my thoughts shift to my grandma...
burying her was so hard, i sat in that cemetery for an hour and a half crying.
i get home my dad acuses me of getting high while out and wouldn't drop it...
now the bruise under my left eye says i was guilty...
but it just takes his side because he birthed it there..
his knuckles hard and cold...
hiding in my room writing and cying...
i realise soon enough he wont be able to touch me..
sickly it makes me smile..

Here I am.
With a smile.
I really don"t give a ****.
Let's sit and talk a while.
where are you?
Please come to me...
i feel for so few.
Baby cant you see?
what this is.
with us together.
you can choose, my arms or his.
my heart and a feather.
clipped to my sleeve.
baby I'm here!
I will never leave.
as long as u will stay, forever near.

I've been pushed around.
Too many times.
And all these lines.
Are just useless rhymes.
Read the signs.
**** the queen.
malicious and empty.
Leave this scene.
A pain we all see.
It's simply serene.
A life always ends.
It's never real.
It just pretends.
Fake smiles conceal.
another foul lie.
I feel only pain.
Another failed try.
Is this life in vain?
I will never know.
will u tell me?
Rewrite the show.