once, on a silent night.
a blue fire comes to light.
on the stones, my blood your knife.
i broke your heart, you took my life.
a demon i woke in you.
endless remorse, and rage.
your attacks from out of the blue.
you spiled my blood our final page.
"i'm sorry" spits my final breath.
tears stream from your eyes.
"i love you" forms a smile.
with me our love dies.
a final apology, is never enough.
your journey is just beginning.
you can do this, your tough.
you'll find another ring.
your knife is the key.
bring yourself to hell.
spend forever with me.

This is a story of.
My life ended recently.
Whilst i lost my one love.
So far I've kept conscious, decently.
I'm out of steam.
Do you know what it's like?
Let me know.
I feel useless, empty without her.
I have nowhere else to go.
My heart bursting in a rapture.
A two part piece.
I have only a few rhymes.
My soul is a disease.
Rmembering, imagining, perfect past times.
She is flawless.
Her beauty, immaculate.
My lips to hers, an angel's caress.
False smiles, all I have left.
I miss her touch.
She is in his arms.....
To me she means so much.
She is all my charms.
............. I LOVE YOU!!!!
Can't you see?
To you I could never lie....
Do you LOVE me?

i sit.
i stare.
a painful hit.
i'm unaware.
loving, crying.
believing, dying.
i have nothing left to live for.
do you?
who knows?, we might not even care anymore.
you wont hold me true.
forfeit, defeat.
giving in.
these lies repeat.
living sin.
what is on my mind you ask?
living death, among all the rest.
you hide from your lies behind a blackenned mask.
a final blow, straight through your chest.
your hate seeps.
away with me.
my heart keeps.
your souls key.

A smile, it's forced.
My mind, it's torn.
My body and soul, divorced.
Every emotion I have is worn.
Out of time, out of breath.
I don't care, I have nothing left.
Lies, addiction, nothing real.
Choking, failing, I've lost to theft.
I'm numb, no remembrence of what it's like to feel.
Is there any way to recover?
My heart is shattered.
I've lost any chance at a lover.
I quit!, I give up!, fallen bruised and battered.....

I'm sick of this ****!
All you do is feed me lies!
Every word you say digs for your grave pit.
I've tried so hard, but I cant seem to break our ties.
You tease me.
I am bewildered.
You please me.
I regret being there with you.
Nothing can change my mind.
There is nothing you can use to undo.
All i ask of you is the truth to find.

****, your here again.
you're to weak for here.
you just follow, you never listen.
since you're here, you have to stay near.
babe, listen get behind me.
they are coming.
run away, don't let the demons see.
make sure, you keep humming.
run run away.
please never return.
ever especially today.
for if you do your soul will burn.
i look at the demon.
its eyes so dark.
its harsh howl.
its tainted mark.
i shudder at its growl
it swings its arm.
its razor claws.
cut me, causes me harm.
its strong and fast,but it still has its flaws.
the demon smells my blood.
it sniffs at the air.
thoughts in its head begin to flood.
i silently draw my blade, with the evermost care.
it moves again.
its gaurd falls.
as it moves in.
i think for a second, as if time stalls.
in an instant its there.
i point, my blade leads.
it wraps a lock tight snare.
i feel the warmth as it bleeds.

click click click.
i love to take pictures.

tick tock tick.
time goes by, the clock reasures.

***** sock sick.
our washer is broken.