words are a thing
feelings are things
i  am a thing
love is a thing
rain is a thing
and i am done.
you don't believe.
i don't believe you.
you push me too hard,
you let me fall.
   you pushed me down,
   you made your call.
i don't believe you.
you tell me one thing,
you told her another.
am i not old enough
to know all the better?
seriously though,
that can't be right
i was sitting right there
at the table
right within your sight.

you couldn't wait five seconds,
couldn't wait to speak your mind.

now i find my efforts wasted,
my whole year is stuck on rewind.

My name... is irrelevant.
My story... is long and complicated.
My life... is a pain.
Myself... I could use some help.
My friends... don't really trust me.
My parents... don't really care.
My school... it's full of drama.
My home... needs improvement.
My family... is falling apart.

My being... is full of strife.
But I pull through most every time
Yet I still have problems.
Everyone does.
But I feel like mine are significant
At times.
Other times, I feel like my life isn't important.
Why should it be?
How am I supposed to affect the world?
My life... is insignificant.
   I have a dream
   But nobody cares anymore