I am alone but I’m not lonely. My past use to consume me but it’s no longer controlling. My mind use to voluntary tell me that life wasn’t for me. I listened to it once and that’s when God told me. “I put you on my earth for a reason, you lost track and forced yourself to stay in a changing season. You pushed yourself to limits that you didn’t even believe in, you must trust in the words “everything happens for a reason”. I would have never known in life you have to mentally grow and just not be “grown”, My mind is constantly repeating what a life to have, what a person to save. God never had intentions on giving up on me on that drunk summer day. It was a wake up call to me and my naive ways. I was not raise to care and love me and me only BUT you can only give what you have without killing yourself slowly. Work on you for you and not everyone else, and your giving heart will automatically come with self love and self respect and you won’t have to neglect you and your life while dishing out things that come with a mental price. I pray you get to witness you live your genuine life.