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Sep 2016 · 269
untitled #4
nat Sep 2016
I bend over backwards to try and make you feel better every single time you’re hurting and drop everything when I see your name light up my phone. I write you pages of advise and positive words, whatever you need, just to help.. to make you feel better.. and all you bother to respond with is a single ******* word.
I’m seduced by the thought that one day it will help, that one day I will “fix” you. Because maybe then.. just maybe.. you’ll be able to love me back… and it will all be worth it.
But I’m done. I am so ******* done waiting for that day. This has already gone on for way too long. You are driving me insane and you don’t even care. You give me nothing, I mean NOTHING, and I give you EVERYTHING. It’s not healthy, it’s not a relationship, hell it’s probably not even friendship. But still I do it. Still I give all of myself to you.. and every single time I hurt myself by ignoring your obvious ungratefulness.
So this is it. I’m leaving “whatever this is”. I’m leaving you. And I know it’s gonna be hard, because you’ll only be a text away.. but I have to do this. I have to stop hanging on to you and give myself a chance to find someone who will give me what I need. A person who will be just as crazy about me as I’m about them and will support me just as much as I support them. I need someone who appreciates me for me, and we both know that person isn’t you.
for you
Sep 2016 · 294
Untitled #3
nat Sep 2016
i look at him and realize how
lucky i am
Aug 2016 · 218
untitled #2
nat Aug 2016
the worst feeling is not feeling good enough
for someone who wants too much
Aug 2016 · 238
come true
nat Aug 2016
every birthday, i blow candles for a wish
next year, i want to wish for pure happiness
i want to feel whole *again
Aug 2016 · 419
Untitled
nat Aug 2016
it's so sad
to see someone go
Aug 2016 · 257
thorns
nat Aug 2016
everybody looks pretty as a rose at first
but if you look closer there are thorns,
waiting to hurt you
Aug 2016 · 241
Untitled
nat Aug 2016
hi (a)
it's me, remember?
i'm still wondering why you
left me here
in this wretched world
but that's okay
i know you are in heaven
smiling
but on earth you were in pain
so when you're happy
       so am i
Jun 2016 · 299
you
nat Jun 2016
you
you were there but then you were gone
your smell lingered everywhere I went and it intoxicated me
from the time I met you
you were everything I dreamt of
your smile, the smile that made me fall in love
but that same smile broke me apart, making me cry until my pillow was soaked
I see you now and everything has changed
all those stolen kisses and memories meant nothing
we meant nothing
Jun 2016 · 615
nostalgia
nat Jun 2016
nostalgic memories intoxicated me when i thought about you
the times where we did things that were unstoppable
the times when we could've ruled the world
the times when we held each other close
the times when we stayed up late
the times when we loved
you and i
Jun 2016 · 253
gone
nat Jun 2016
walking along the shoreline
leaving imprints on the sand
but as the waves wash it away
what was there is now gone
gone away
forever
Jun 2016 · 252
bittersweet
nat Jun 2016
u were my sin                                                      
somethi­ng i couldn't repent of
i tried to wash it off but it seems to
leave a heavy burden
i can't seem to grasp the idea of you gone

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