It's 1:14. Usually when all the thinking & memories kick in. It's when people think of their past & just over think things. When we think of something, our perspective on it is different from 1:14am & 1:14pm. Sadly, our 1:14am thoughts makes us sad. It's those "I wish" "I'm sorry" "can we" thoughts. Our 1:14pm thoughts are more like "no" "I'm strong" "I can get through this" "ignore it". Our thoughts at night are stronger & I know it's scary. That boy texting you late at night is just over thinking things. He'll get over it. It's his "1:14am" mind speaking. But think of it this way, if that boy is at the point where he wants to talk to you about you & him at 1:14am & wants to forget it & be friends at 1:14pm, forget him. He's not worth your time.
-N.U

I hate how much I miss you
I miss your hugs
Your kisses..
I miss the way you would look down at me when we hugged
The way you tried to be with me as much as possible
I miss your cute texts
Your videos of you ranting on about me
I miss everything about you
& I hate it...

-N.U

We live in a society where
*** is easily given up
Anxiety happens daily
Cutting is common
Depression is nothing
Anorexia is beautiful
Bulimia is gruesome
The smart ones are uncool
Social status defines you
Everyone wants to be someone
& Expenses are a competition.
Now don't get caught up in our society,
You might get anxiety...
-N.U

Everyday i think about how I should hate you.
But no.
I just cant.
Should'nt you be the one hurting?
Isnt this all your fault?
You caused this.
You're the reason for my sleepless nights,
My pain...
Yet, i still cant hate you.
Not even after everything you put me through.

-N.U