I'm sorry .
I'm sorry for not being good enough
I'm sorry for ruining everything
I'm sorry I'm not pretty
I'm sorry I'm not the daughter you dreamt of
I'm sorry I'm not the sister you've always wanted
I'm sorry I'm not the best friend

I'm sorry ...
                          -N.U

Somewhere along the way,
I lost it.
Somewhere along the way,
I thought slicing my very own skin would solve my problems.
I thought if I was gone,
Everything would be better .

Somewhere along the way..
I lost it.
I can't seem to find out where I did
.. But I did.

You don't realize how much you've changed nor how bad things have gotten... until you think back at how much you've changed; how somewhere along the way, you lost it . Lost it all ...

                                      -N.U