These excuses, excuses
They fill up the void
Of the things you can't say
Things you'd rather avoid
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I'm sorry. my dearest
For I can't take back
The things I have told you
Yet still shouldn't have
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I have this compulsion
A problem, it is
To let it all out
I have to, you're it
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It's the price I pay
To be close to you
You're the only one
I could ever talk to
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Spill out the thoughts?
To you, I do.
My emotions are rotting
Because I have hurt you.
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Begging forgiveness,
It's true, it's true.

Awaiting the fall
The death, the toll
You will surely pay
Your soul, this hole
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Blackened with dismay
How could you betray
I gave you my heart
****** from the start!
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Your lies crushed it up
Your tone showed the truth
Your heart is just black
But mine is dark too
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Why must it feel like this
Even breathing is hard
Why can't I move on from
Betrayal; your lies!
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Terrified of love
And you wondered why
The answer is clear
This pain is your spear!

Weary eyes, late hours, I sit alone in question
Thought patterns left incomplete, a puzzle with missing pieces
It is a wonder, fearing the very words you long to hear
This burning ache leaves behind the most pleasant shivers
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The latest hour could never provide the stars to aid our sight
Voices distant, shrouded in blankets of limited communication
There must be an answer to the unspoken question in our minds
We need a revolution, we need to find a resolution tonight
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You are a beautiful savior, but the demon inside as well
You relieve the pain, but raise horrific welts of your own
Will you cease the pain, can you let yourself love and be loved?
Or will you feign it long enough until I'm gone
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Contemplation, alterations, unable to explain them
The wonders of life before our eyes leave so many empty spaces
I needed to believe that there was meaning behind your words
You're untouchable as I beg for your caress.