The world can be filled with wonderous sights
Like the baby birds when they first take flight
Breathtaking colors everywhere
Most of us don't see or care
We didn't even notice from the start
We look with our eyes but we should see with our hearts

My heart is encased
Like it's been erased
Its locked away
Since that horrific day
I have the key
To set it free
Its like Pandora's box its a forbidding chest
Filled only with evil regret and detest
Should I use my this key to unlock it
Or maybe I should put it back where I got it

You say that you love me
But I know you're a liar

That word love that you say
It burns more than fire

I want to tell you about how I feel
Let you know that my hatred for you is real

You threw me away like trash in a can
So that is when my anger began

So when I think about how I arrived
That's when my feelings of detest come alive

You allowed me to move from place to place
I wish you could see the tears on my face

You ripped my heart out of my chest
Now all I feel is anger and detest

I wish you were feeling all of this pain
I'm hopeing that it will drive you insane

Every tear that I shed
It fills me with dread
It easy to say that to me you are dead

Mom I hate you
This is not something new
You won't hear what I have to say
Beacause it was you who made me this way

I hope you rot in the dark bowels of hell
And you start to cry blood like your under my spell
For everything you have done to me
I will always ignore your sorrowful pleas

My words I write are like a constant knife shower
I just want you to know now I have the power

To let you know I can hold myself up
And that you are no longer my crutch

I can be my own mountain standing strong and tall
I don't need you at all I will no longer fall

Yes you need to be the suffering one
I'm finished with you yes ha ha I won

By Natasha Smith