Feelings.
Such misunderstood things
I feel so much when I'm with you.
What kind of feelings? -I don't know?
I cant explain things that I don't understand
I recognize a few feelings like joy and fear and hope
But there are a few feelings I am new to.
Feelings that make me want to draw close to you even when I'm mad at you
Feelings that allow me to be so happy I just laugh at the feeling
As I look back on all the times we spend together I cant help but wonder
Wonder the what-ifs
What-if it ends.
Then I am brought to feel sadness, nervousness, and self doubt
Feelings they can be so misunderstood.
Feelings they control my life.
Because feelings are what I'm made of.
Misunderstood.