Bound inside
These walls of pain
No one to turn to unable to say.

I contemplate life
Insides numb
Heart frozen
Confusion pondered upon.

I sit alone just cannot face
The world outside
The human race.

Quashed by society
Pushed upon a ledge
Pressure building up
I balance on a ledge.

You leave me lying here.
Lost in your last words to me.
I cannot settle or rest
Picturing the way you looked at me so angrily.

No matter how hard I try to dislike or forget you
My heart injects me with the feel of your kisses
Your hugs and the things that only we do.

I long for you to be with me now
Comforting me in your arms
Telling me how much you love me
Protecting me from all my fears and all that harms.

But your not.

I am here so alone left to wither in my world
Cold, dark and isolated
You were my only warmth.
My only light.
These last few nights without you by my side, I have hated.

Thinking of never, holding you again
Or tasting your kisses is too much to contemplate.
You were my other half, my best friend
I wanted to be yours forever and have lost in you a soul mate.

Sadly, you will never find another love so faithful,
Devoted and true.
Another love honest, loyal and pure for you alone,
As mine to you.

A dark void that is slowly
Burring me
Does not bear no name
I know nothing of why I am its chosen one
Or, what it stands to gain.

It places the visions in my mind
It pours the pills in my hand.
Overwhelms me with the feelings
That I will be at ease
If I leave this twisted land.

And as my heart beats on
It hollows out my insides
Holds my emotions captive
Thrives of the hour's I've cried.

Longing for it to release me
I routinely battle it everyday
Showing me no mercy
It makes a point it is here to stay.

Like a hurricane
In your soul
Knocking your emotions
In a turmoil.

Up heaving your bitterness
Reminiscing your past
Evil words the script
Your enemies the cast.

Blocked from minds view
Away from heartaches path
Hiding what you've been through
How much longer can you last?

Entwined our love from deep within
Emotions we both do share
I pine your love
And want you so
It is underestimated how
Much I care.

Tenderly attached in a
Potent way
A connection between our
Hearts
The warming feeling when
You approach
I never want us to be apart.

Glass eyed,
Destitute stares,
Savagely consumed by this empty space.
I cry pleading to the hollowness of,
These four bleak walls,
But I do not hear, nor see another living soul,
Only the reflection of my despairing face.

I question my existence,
My tongue coated with the sour,
Taste of my own termination.
Thoughts shattered aspirations torn,
Deceased with this on going,
Feeling of devastation.