I guess I locked you up like a bird in the cage, with no freedom given.
That’s why, you want to leave.
You are struggling every single day to break free from the cage.
Maybe if I am more observant, I could have set you free earlier.

I can never understand why am I feeling like this. I can never find any single words to describe how I am feeling. I can never understand myself. I can never explain.

But for one thing that I know for sure, you are the answer.

You deserve to be happy. Regardless whether I am in your life or I am not. You deserve to be happy.

Someday somewhere maybe you'll find the right girl that is for you. Maybe till then, you will feel the happiness that you should have felt when we were together. Sorry for all the things I causes you to feel, sorry for all the things that I put you through. Thank you for staying. Thank you for not giving up at the very beginning. Maybe thank you is the only word I am left for you.

I can never imagine one day my life will be without you. Maybe it's time for me to learn to get use to this loneliness. Maybe its time to let go and learn to be happy with what we are, before everything is too late.

Every single day, I didn't go by without missing you.
Every single day, I didn't go by without thinking about you.
Every single day, I didn't go by without longing for you.
Every single day, I didn't go by without not checking up on you.
Every single day, I didn't go by without not loving you.
Yet at the end of the day, I didn't do anything to make you stay.

All we had was memories
And the memories are turning into something that we can't grab hold of.
And all we are right now, is just something which no words can ever describe it. Maybe in the future, maybe we will meet again.
And maybe till then, we are going to be a better person for both of us.
And till then, we are going to be lovers.

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?


You said it was unfair for both of us. You said you had enough of me. You said I have disappoint you beyond measures. You said I have reached your tolerance level. You said a feeling about me is so so wrong that you double it will ever be made right. What if I can never be enough for you, and maybe that's the reason why you left without saying goodbye.

Once in awhile, you appear and then you disappear.
What should i do, when you appear and what should i do when you disappear?
There is no answer, there is no solution for me to get out.
How could you

No matter where i go, where i am.
you're always there, can you please for once. go away.