I guess I locked you up like a bird in the cage, with no freedom given.
That’s why, you want to leave.
You are struggling every single day to break free from the cage.
Maybe if I am more observant, I could have set you free earlier.

I can never understand why am I feeling like this. I can never find any single words to describe how I am feeling. I can never understand myself. I can never explain.

But for one thing that I know for sure, you are the answer.

You deserve to be happy. Regardless whether I am in your life or I am not. You deserve to be happy.

Someday somewhere maybe you'll find the right girl that is for you. Maybe till then, you will feel the happiness that you should have felt when we were together. Sorry for all the things I causes you to feel, sorry for all the things that I put you through. Thank you for staying. Thank you for not giving up at the very beginning. Maybe thank you is the only word I am left for you.

I can never imagine one day my life will be without you. Maybe it's time for me to learn to get use to this loneliness. Maybe its time to let go and learn to be happy with what we are, before everything is too late.

Every single day, I didn't go by without missing you.
Every single day, I didn't go by without thinking about you.
Every single day, I didn't go by without longing for you.
Every single day, I didn't go by without not checking up on you.
Every single day, I didn't go by without not loving you.
Yet at the end of the day, I didn't do anything to make you stay.