The chagrin overrides my attempt to no longer hurt; the burning sensation in my chest soars through my body and has salty, burning tears stream down my face like waterfalls.
I'd rather be run through by the bayonet of a musket, my body buried in an unmarked grave and my death holding no meaning, than stand by your side only to turn back.
I have acquired messy handwriting over the years, so difficult to read, to comprehend. Similar to a code, but definitely not as interesting. I envy the wispy lines of ink on parchment that can only belong to a calligrapher.
You colour your lips with the essence of blood. You cover your eyelids with the ashes of those who have fallen at your feet. You cover your skin with powder that makes you as pale as the people you've slaughtered. You, you are so beautiful, you could steal someone's soul.
I won't forget what we did together, nothing scandalous, but always breaking the rules in good fun. And even though I may never see you again, I'll cherish those moments forever.
The rippling whispers, as the water flows downstream jumping across stones. The sound of the river, it told me to swim. It hypnotized me into numb bliss.
The harsh bite of the Nordic winds, how it harmonizes with the moon to push white waves across the ocean, it's a true wonder how the wooden ships drift so raggedly on sapphire waters.
i have an infinite amount of bricks and i keep stacking blocks of clay filling the cracks with grout, i build a wall and i won't let them in, i must remain alone because alone protects me.
You don't break a sweat unless you're running from your problems. You do not clean unless you sweep your guilt under the rug. You do not bathe unless you procrastinate. You do not sleep unless there is too much to bear.
My perspective on the world, it has become tainted over the years. The colours swapped places, tricking my mind, it seems psychosomatic. I open my eyes, scared of what I might see; it's not too bad, I suppose. My iris' are now windows of stained glass as I gaze upon the world.
The sky was covered by a blanket of violet dusk, the only illumination coming from the tall, eerie lampposts. I strolled, slowly, aware of my surroundings. My feet dragged satisfyingly on the sidewalk. It was time that I follow the moon, she would lead me to where I need to be.
My heart was shattered before my very eyes, each piece tainted beyond repair. Thus, I'll use a needle and thread to sew my heart back together making a mismatched masterpiece, like a quilt.