As it begins it always ends
remember be grateful
living while also dead
what a paradox we struggle in
we want the heavens
but
we also want the sin

I believe in love
but I don't think it's for me
it comes and goes just like a dream
strong at first but quickly fades away for most it seems

Whatever happened to forever?
Never giving up?

My generation is a ******* paradox
we're kinda cool
but we really ****

"instant satisfaction please, and remember not to give a ****, yolo, drown yourself in alcohol and have a side of drugs, keep on raging till your numb"

She sat at the bus-stop
waiting for me
her goal was set
not to let me free
I knew not who she was
just another person to me
I knew not that gruesome fact of why she was really here
though I wondered why she gazed at me with such piercing stare

To think I thought I would be going home
what a stupid thought to be said
because instead she would follow me and take my soul
it was my time
as soon it will be yours
and theirs
and soon you too will see this mysterious lady
this lady is Death as you may have figured out
and now
it's time for me to go

Demon or an angel?
I'm sorry I can't save you
I'm sorry that I blame you
for causing all these issues
Baby, I just miss you
I just wanna hold you
I just wanna kiss you
I just want you to see
how much you mean to me

It was the end of middle school
we met through your friend
I remember that Aquabats shirt
you wore to Elitch Gardens
Now I was with your friend
You were with mine
and in the midst of all this
grand old time
we caught each others eye
It's clear why you caught mine
but why I caught yours I'm still unsure
**** it,
don't question ****
cause I can feel that fire burn
Love had hit me hard
and this is where the story starts

Let's pray to the stars
you aren't a snake
in the grass my friend
because I can guarantee
I'm not remotely afraid
to make that mistake again
but this time
I'll remove your ******* head
and put this **** to an end

Hold your happiness in your hands
stare deeply
examine all of the characteristics of
this emotion
it's tiny cracks
the faint glow of energy
the wear on it from flipping it around
twisting it
and turning it
in between your hands
until you fiddled too much
and on the ground it drops to land
and
SMASH
there it is now
only pieces on the ground
only just a memory now