I miss u so much it's hard for me to say...
I thought about you so much today...
Though nights are hard without you...
There's nothing here for me to do...
I hope and pray for u to come back...
I always wonder if there's something I lack...
I wanna tell you how my day is going...
But your always gone and leaves me longing...
I wanna tell u how special you are...
But telling these things are so hard...
I just wanna read anything u willing to share....
All these feelings are hard to bare...
I always wonder what could have been...
I wait for ur letters that u use to send...
I'm lost without you I miss u so much...
All I want is your sweet gentle touch...

I sit here and wonder why u had to go...
Without a word or nothing to show....
I sat around and waited for u....
I never thought that was something again you'd do....
I was there for u through thick and thin....
But u weren't there when I needed u my friend...
I hate to say this but my heart is pure....
U were the one I once adored...
It seemed to be so one sided....
So empty so cold so blindsided....
I trusted u with all that I had...
Now I'm left here just feeling so sad...
Who knows if u truly cared...
But one thing I know my heart I shared...
You made me feel that it was for good this time....
But you let go of me like a drop of a dime...
So I sit here and wonder again how easy it was for u...
To just give up on what was so true...
I gave u space I respected your decisions....
I was always there just to listen...
Now I'm alone and so broken inside...
All we shared together all our dreams have died...
I will get through this pain I feel in my heart....
But now it's time for us to part....
I hate saying this but I cannot not lie....
I have to tell you this one last goodbye... :(

I met a man with a heart made of gold
He is my angel with such a beautiful soul...
I met a man that puts a smile on my face
He's so loving, he makes my world a better place...
I met a man that makes me feel good inside
He took away my fears, allowing me not to hide...
I met a man who is willing to listen
And when he's not around I truly do miss him...
I met a man that's so sensitive and sweet
He is the kindest man I ever did meet...
I met a man his words are so pure
He is the best man that I will forever adore...

Why did you lie and break my heart so many times
Why was I blind and never saw the signs
Why did you break promises of tomorrow
Leaving me here feeling so much sorrow
Why did you come into my life
Stealing my heart, making me slowly die
Why did you pull me in so deep
Just to watch me drown in my tears as I weeped
Why did you Show up that day giving me false hope
I would have left everything for you, with you I wanted to elope
But you left me here with fractured pieces of my heart
Never feeling happiness never getting a fresh start
I'm now dead inside because you preyed on my soul
Now I'm left here feeling "not whole"