Mere physical proximity does not excite me,
As end of the day it boils down to mortality.
I want them to live deep inside my gene endlessly…
Coming together,
Humming together,
Laughing together,
Making love together,
-being insane and absurd on the ugly face of realism!
Being alone- I feel liberated from all the filthy desires,
the darkness, pessimism and obscurity,
and the built-in thirst to be conventional and happy!
Wanting happiness intensely has been the mistake,
The more I let go the closer it comes,
End of the day I had to take refuge of the conspiracy theory,
As they say- everything is fair in war and love!!
The power lies in letting go,
Love, affection and all the belongings,
I need to let go to be able to possess and relish them forever!