I want to play in the rain,
Be free like it,
Drop down on someone sneakily like it,
Be free to do what you want to,
Run in it,
Feel the drops cross my face,
Hit slowly, but warmly across it,

The Rain,

Oh I want to be free like you are.

When the roses are red and blooming
I feel ecstatic to reach them,
Take in their fresh smell,
See the way the look.

When the dandelions are yellow,
Oh my beautiful dandelions,
They look precious,
Like gold in a bank,
But left in the open.

Oh the beauty they have,
That can never be taken from them,
Never, Just can be seen and watched,
From a distance.

Curiosity is nothing,
Nothing in reality,
It is something,
Something that causes your mind,
To jump to conclusions,
Without knowing the circumstances.

I never tried going past curiosity,
But I presume,
I never shall,
Because Curiosity gets the world spinning,
Spinning in motion,
Spinning out of control.

It also keeps the world,
From falling,
Falling below it's standards,
It does keep my mind working,
Working fast with stuff,
To good to work with on paper.

I don't know how,
How I can possibly control,
Control Curiosity,
But then again,
I think,

*Curiosity can take care of itself.

I never knew how it felt,
Until I was home alone,
Once there was disaster,
My parents did allow me again to stay home alone,
But I persuaded them,
To leave me alone,
Now here I am,
Home alone,
And enjoying it,
Throughly,
Before someone come's and ruins it.

Why is it that I am always left alone?
Never have a friend as a support?
Even when I think of one,
Nobody comes to me!!

But when they want me,
I am there for them,
There, supporting them, giving them hope, giving them a stand,
Thinking I may receive the same,
But nope, never,

Never do they come,
Just me and the enemy,
Fighting for life,
I hope I have  somebody to stand by,
But never has anybody ever come.

Why??, why is it like that??
Should I go out and help??
or Try to fight of the enemy??

Why??
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Why??

Have I ??
I don't think so,
I never let go of you,
Even if you did that to me,
I never wanted to be separated,
I don't know about you,
I couldn't stop thinking of you,
I think the same thing's are happening to you,

I never wanted to lose you,
But I think you found me losing you,
I apologize, but you wave it away,
Thinking it is of no use to you,
But it of use to me,
For my heart to be light,
I need to apologize to you,

But I can't help it,
Because you never wanted me with you,
I think this the end,
End of everything.

When I suffered a heart break,
I knew nothing of what to do,

Knew nothing other than the fact that you broke my heart,
I tried repairing it,

But it just wouldn't,
Because it needed someone special,

Someone who loved me,
Someone who cared for me,

I never found someone other than you,
You then helped me,

Mend my heart,
Then lured it,

Toyed with it,
Broke it again,

I was heart broken again,
I don't know how many times I will be,

But I do know that from now on,
I must be careful to whom I trust my heart,

Because if it breaks again,
I will be more fragile than ever.