In this long journey

A companion

who was with me

but I

in my pride

being wondered whole life

all flowers in my way

I crushed

under my ego's feet

collected thorns in sack

thousands sores on soul

and I am tired

now I

want freedom from this

those crushed beautiful flowers

wanna collect

but

in this resolution of mine

same companion

will be with me?

Ever come and see my land

love songs and see chirping band

nectar flows to dwell the romance

sosan invites and see its dance

absorb and feel sun's soft heat

blooming moon and see its beat

after rain where soil expels musk

rainbow's charm and see amusing dusk

cool and smooth wind in evening

board pleasure and see its wing

must note this land is awesome

own it and see dally *****

bury all your fads under sand

ever come and see my land.

Dalliancing the soil, a drop



intoxicated in a strange lust



odour the soil and said,



yes! I'm immortal even crop.

I was standing with them before race

divine told us not to leave your base



this race began with the first breath

and would end with arrival of death



everyone ran fast as he could

lust of 'up' , many crushed own hood



pulled others legs in rush of envy

never heard mourns neither their cry



drank blood , some became very giant

I was wondering at the starting point



they were hooting me, you lost race

harmony, love, care, I didn't leave base.

He brought me up with full care

my cut of love he didn't share



he worked for years to feed me

to make my future great than sea



He taught me about right  and wrong

at my failure he sang amusing song



he made me able to make decisions

but I ignored him in pride of ambitions



I stroke him out of my life

that his words seemed rend as knife



Now I am a father of a boy

having dreams for him, dancing with joy.

When the moon shines in light

crows fly everywhere in night

hearts beat with clatter of coins

lambs become instinctual lions

book and pen seem like burden

drama is shown behind the curtain

when kites shows their all skills

body waits to clear its bills

blood becomes water to shed in gutter

flesh is tasted with sauce and butter

search for my lost world, I

laugh like crazy and hide in dark to cry.

I wait to see only me

and my powers deep as sea

thoughts of living for long time

lead luxurious life and commit crime

wish death for all except me

dreams to have beauty under my knee

smoke, drink, lust, I feel glad

see doing others, say oh! bad

feel nothing good except my soul

everything else worse in whole

this conscience disease is not spoken

my all relations are being broken.