telling me not to cry
to wipe away my tears
is asking me at an interview
to hide amoung the fears

it's scary and daunting
and awful to presume
that i would be fine
i would be the same as you

because you and i are different
two people, two souls beside
standing next to each other
standing eye to eye

regardless i will sob my heart
out onto the floor
asking someone else
what is life good for?

don't hark at me and laugh
telling me i'm a child
i am in fact much like you
stupid, dumb and wild

this year has been the worst
and as it sinks down lower
i often wonder to myself
is this year getting slower?

i feel if it were different
or said in another way
i would just be as sad
tomorrow and today

so don't tell me not to cry
not to emote in any way
because i am as sad as i always am
yesterday, tomorrow and today

held it to my chest like i was gonna lose you
had your love wrapped around my chest seven times over
maybe that's why they say love is painful
cause you crushed my heart with your land rover

had everything planned out
a wedding, children and a house
thoughts of moving to your city
officially to become your spouse

but then one day we weren't the same
you broke my heart, split it
dunked on it, ****** me up
sat thinking what the hell am i missing

yeah you might read this and think it's about you
but i'm not even talking about my last one
i've already forgotten about you now
you're dead, you're gone, i think you won

it's like i've got so many people i fell in love with
so many broken hearts i've just had and dealt with
if you sat me down and asked me for a wish
i'd say can you erase everyone but the fifth

the fifth's the question we ask
the fifth's the one and only
staying up at night all the time
i was never ever lonely

this isn't no love letter
i'm bad at those, i ****
it's just something to tell you
that i still care you ****

blue is the colour of the sea
red is the colour of the dead
yellow is the colour of the sun
pink is the colour of you and me

green is the colour of the grass i lay on
purple is the colour of the grapes i don't eat
orange is the colour of the fruit i don't like
brown is the colour of my favourite seat

colours are special to you and me
colours are around us everywhere and always
they are something incredible i will treasure forever
glistening and brightening up our own hallways

around me you glow
in winter, in snow

around me it shows
in movement, in froze

around me you throw
in stones, in dough

around me it blows
in wind, in nose

around me you glow
and around them you stow

around me you glow
forever my woe