i woke up
but now
i am too tired

i could do a push-up
if i tried
but i am too tired

i could take time to enjoy
my sweet old etcetera
but i am too tired

i could stand up for myself
if i tried
but i am too tired

i could write stories of awe
and songs of legend
but i am too tired

i could improve
if i tried
but i am too tired

i could rest
if i tried
but i am too tired

so full;l of myeslf

[in c major]
if every-one could get what they want
then would the world be per-fect?
if every-one could have their way
then would the world be per-fect?

if every-one just stopped talking over each other
if every-one took a moment to listen
if every-one held hands and sung a song
if every-one could get together and get along

then would the world be per-fect?
or would it be a pause in the story
then would the world be per-fect?
or would it just go back to what it was

if every-one took the time to take a breath
if every-one took a look at each other
then would they realize that they are the same?
then would the world be per-fect?

if every-one set their differences aside
if every-one put their pride away
then would the world be perfect?
then would this be possible?

i need to be as cheap as possible
and look as rich as possible

i need to spend as little as possible
and be as pimped out as possible

i need to be the five-dollar millionaire
and have fancy cars to brag about

i need to be the talk of the town
and have money left over

i need thrift store chains to weigh me down
and charms to bling and sparkle

i need to be razzle dazzle
and discount famous

i was given everything i asked for
i had everything, so why was it a bore
to set my self on every stone i see
to leave a mark on everyone but me

why did i take the time to wonder
about the things already have
was this a mistake, another blunder
i made on my way to the grave

i was given a opportunity to give back
and i just ignored it and walked away
i could've done good, that is a fact
but i just hid away in my own bay

you said you would come six years ago
but you never came.

you said that you needed some time
and i waited for you.

you said that you were almost ready
but i doubted you.

and when you said it was almost time
i just ignored you.

so you showed me five seconds of the new you
but my ears were shut

and only after you came out to the whole wide world
did i notice you again

this is an itemized list of all my complaints because you just won't leave me alone
1. you keep disrespecting my personal space. seriously. just stay out of my bubble
2. you brag way to much. you keep inflating yourself to some god-like figure. be humble.
3. your hair is horrendous. bro. its like a weasel took a **** and then died on your face.
4. you don't listen to me. you keep interrupting me when i speak and its making me feel worthless.
5. you stalk me. it's creepy. you're always right behind me, even in the restrooms.
6. you don't do anything. when the night comes you don't walk me home you just run away.
7. you are a shadow. when i look in the mirror i see you but i hate you. i hate you so much.
8. you look just like me. when i try to hate you i just end up hating myself. i hate you.
9. leave me alone.