I am learning to love , the way that we are expected.
I am learning to trust , the way that Christ expects us to.
I am learning how to love the way that Christ expects me to.
To trust, love and protect unconditionally the way God does.
To love is to be honest in everything that you will say.
To be there whenever they need you to be there for them.
This is the way to love a wife not the feely kind of love.

Even through your sufferings, especially through your sufferings.
Put others first, this is the way to reveal Christ living within you.
This is how Christ want us to live, by putting others before one self.
Especially while we are hurting the very most, this reveals Christ.
Because Christ love is not like a sink faucet or shower head.
That may be turn on and off whenever we chose to love others.
But its an action that shall be shown always through us.

True power lives within all of Christ people.
True power , comes from our Saving God.
He gives us true power through the Holy Spirit.
True power will change your life , if you let him.
True power is to love those that want you dead.
True power is to put others before yourself.
True power is in the hands of Jesus Christ our God.
True power comes from Christ the Living God.
For only through him, do we receive the Holy Spirit.

True Security comes from Christ not money nor things.
There are so many whom build up fortunes out of fear.
They are afraid of losing everything and becoming homeless.
But true security comes from Christ not wealth or things.
Remember the rich man who amass a fortune of grains.
Even if you are good with God but fear of being without.
For Christ wants everyone to look at him as security.
For basically he owns everything in the world anyway.

I shall not see by sight of my eyes but by truth.
For what I see is not always the Christ Truth.
For many things are done Spiritually not physical.
Just because you see something going down before you.
Does not make it true,see with your heart not your eyes.
For lots of times your heart knows more then your eyes.
For Love cast out fear, Love is the greatest gift to receive.

So many people look with their eyes, when they should be using their hearts.
For these things are a spiritual warfare thing happening right at the moment.
God is Spirit, while we are flesh, seeing with fleshy sight instead of spiritual.
Once the scales of worldly fall from our sight, then we use our hearts to see.
Showing us truth because its look past the outside appearance of others.
Revealing what is really going on in a persons mind and heart as well.
So use your vision that comes from Christ himself to see the truth.

I seen days of pain, struggles, and suffering.
I live a life of loneliness, and felt empty inside.
Even through my broken dreams that never were fulfill.
I know that your love has sustain me through it all.
The reason for the broken dreams and the other things.
Were because I was forcing my will on you God.
When you will never force your will upon us at all.
Its our choice on are we following you or not.
For you are Love and love never forces anything on another.

Things may seem hopeless right at this moment.
But the night is always darkest before dawn.
Also we put hope in the wrong times most of the time.
There is no hope in people nor is there hope in money or things.
There is only hope in Christ the Living Savior only him.
Life is hard, but Christ within you will overcome it too.
So keep on persevering, never let go of the true Hope which is Christ.
Trust him, Love everyone those that has rejected you love them anyway.
For you need to allow the Holy Spirit within you to reveal himself.

Christ is our source and our help, who else can we turn to.
For only he can give us life and salvation in the next life.
Only he can turn our sorrow into complete Joy always.
Only he can supply us without money to buy them.
For he can give a poor man a house to live in without money.
For everything in this world belongs to him anyway.
So trust and believe for he is the King of Kings Lord God.

Even through the struggles that we are going through.
Even when things are not our fault, yet we must suffer.
When you have issues sleeping at night, God is still good.
For God is the same no matter where we are at in life.
What does not destroy us will only make us stronger.
No matter what we end up going through trust God.
For he is Faithful to those that loves him fully.
So please never give up in life trust your creator fully.
For when bad things happen to us, it is not his doing.
But the evil one and mans doing trying to destroy us.

I know that life here is harsh, that you are all in pain.
That you suffer in this life here on the planet earth.
But you have to learn to trust in the Creator of all.
For he is good, lay down your anger and rage too.
Allow the one whom created you to heal you now.
Love your enemies and everyone else as well.
I know that its hard, but we must obey Christ Jesus.
For he was the one that said that love is most important.
Also by loving our enemies we prove we are Christ people.

'You may question many things in this world.
But one thing should never ever be questioned.
For Christ does have everything under  control.
He knows exactly the outcome of every thing.
So even if you struggle with trusting others.
At least learn to trust the Great Creator of all.
For others may fail you and give in to the dark side.
But know that if we put Christ first in our life's.
Then he shall work everything for our greater good.
For he is always good and have your best interest in mind.

When we start to trust God with everything that we are and do.
Miracles start to happen for us and to us, we become changed creatures.
We become Miracles deep inside of us, we become transform.
People have no idea just how miraculous that transformation becomes.
We are no longer the people that we once were and other people see this.
Thus they too start to believe in God like us for they see hope within us.
Thus they are wanting the very same hope that we have in Christ.
Thus then God uses us to reach out to them and lead them into the light.

Trust  is earned , usually earn  then given freely.
Those with doubt rarely give it away freely.
But Christ earned it, when he died on the cross.
Then risen later showing us a way to be saved.
So now we sinners, can reach heaven above.
While before we all end up in hell because of our sins.
All we have to do is trust him and repent of our sins.
He loves us more then we could ever know, enough to die.
For us, he never did that for the angels but us he did it for.

When you feel that someone sincerely love you.
Do not question you release that spirit of trust.
Because that spirit of trust does not come from God.
For he is the God of love and he shall not give you that spirit.
I been myself been evil to people because of doubts in the past.
Now I know that those people really sincerely loved me.
The very same way that Christ loves me unconditional.
So it is not very often that God will place people like that in your lives.
Just accept it and appreciate them for showing you true love.

When you chose whom to trust in to keep you safe.
Chose to listen to Christ whether  then to listen to self.
For instead of acting out of fear from the situation.
Chose pray first, lay the situation at the feet of God.
Thus trusting that he will go before you this day.
Bringing you out of it and every other one with his aid.
For he is our Protector and deliverer of every situation.
So always go to him in prayer first, trust him totally.

When you are walking with Christ, his protection covers you.
It shall be there when the evil one tries to destroy you.
But Christ shall say no and cover you in his protective wings.
He shall catch you when you fall and gently set you down.
Life still shall be hard, but you shall not perish here.
Until God says that it is your time to pass on to heaven.
So stand firm, trust your Lord God and serve him only.
For he is getting ready to raise you up as well.
He is going to use you all in a mighty awesome way.

If you are losing ground, ready to give it up..
Please call upon the only true Living Savior.
For he will raise you up upon the mountaintops.
Revealing his many amazing awesome Miracles to you.
Just stand firm, wait on him he shall come at the right moment.
For his timing is always perfect, he shall not let you down.
Just trust in him, for he wants the very best for you.
Believe on him, for his ways are not like ours at all.

Trust me as I am for I speak the truth of the matter in life.
I am who I am, whether you like me or not does not matter.
For all that I been through , still I have compassion for others.
Even the ones whom only think about themselves all the time.
For we all need a Savior, he rescue his people over  2000 years ago.
Everyone needs him, for he is the only way to salvation and healing.
All that I can do is put it out there and pray for the lost in the world.
The rest is in the Saviors hands, So my prayer is for all to see the truth.
It matters not what you think of me, what really matters is what Christ thinks of me.

We whom walk by Faith, shall do wonders and hearings.
Because we trust in the Good Shepherd to see us through.
We may have our trials and sufferings but we shall overcome.
Not by our own power but by the Strength of the Lord.
For he not only given us the Helper the Holy Spirit of God.
But he also allow the Angels of the Lord to watch over us.
So be not fearful but know that Christ already holds our salvation.
For we shall not see death till the day that it was appointed to us.
For he has Angels guarding our Lives and Christ guards our Salvation.

I learn one thing above all else, is that Christ is the only one that I cant live without.
I was in many different types of relationships with only one woman stole my heart.
But I will never ever be with her, but even her I can live without.
I care deeply for several others, but them too I will never be with.
But its Christ Jesus that I can not ever live without him my God.
Only God , for I so very desperately need him in my broken life.
I live through some very rough hopeless times in my  life.
But he has always carried me through these rough times always.

I need you more then food, and water, more then the air I breathe.
I need you more then money or the clothes that I always wear.
I need you more then life, more then the-sun that beats down upon me.
I need you more then anything, for this world has nothing to offer me.
This world a rotting place death and stench of sin and evil.
Pure evil has so many in its clutches, but you fill me with hope.
With your truth, your words of wisdom and love us so much.
Your love shines in the darkest reaches of this whole universe.

Peace only comes after war been fought.
Life only becomes better after a rough spell.
People change after losing something.
Safety is only added after someone dies.
This is the way of this world stuck in sin.
But the new earth and heaven shall be different.
For there shall be no suffering nor sin in it.
Only true Joy worshiping our true King.

Freedom comes at a cost, giving up things that others enjoy.
But even though the flesh cringes at the cost of laying them down.
To a Spiritual being it is the best gift ever to be free from sins and addictions.
So be not disappointed at giving up those very things that you were use to.
But be thankful that the Creator of the Heavens and the Earth loves you.
Enough to deliver you from them and use you to show others his Faithfulness.
For he desires only the very best for each of us, his people everywhere.
So trust in him and obey him in all that we do for he truly loves us unconditional.

Unconditional Love will never kick you when you are down.
But instead will come and help you back up on your feet.
Unconditional Love never judge, nor condemn you or anyone else.
But instead will accept you for who you are along with your baggage.
Unconditional Love is given freely without any price attach to it at all.
Unconditional Love is always to see the best in others no matter who they are.
For Unconditional Love comes not from man but from Christ alone.
So when Christ creates unconditional Love within you to share with others.
Be grateful that he loves you this much to use you to love others unconditionally.

To fully understand others in their pain and sorrow.
One must feel the suffering that they are enduring.
For everyone is equal to one another to Jesus.
No one is any better then the other people here.
It all has to do with the heart and circumstances.
It has to do with Love, the mercy that you give others.
For to love others as yourself is by far better then all of the sacrifices given.
So stand firm love others, and understand each of their pain and sufferings.

I know that united states has fallen,  big time unfortunately.
I know that there are still decent people still living here.
As well in every country there are still God fearing people ready for him.
But if all of his people in all of the different countries would
Stand up and be counted for the Living God, Lord Jesus Christ.
This world may right now be hurting, but if his people stood up.
Every single one of us, just imagine the power within us all.
There would be miracles, healing deliverance from demons wow.
Just imagine the great impact that we would have on the lost.

O how this great country has fallen, after turning your back on God.
O great you were at one time but now your greatness is gone.
If only the united States would repent from your wickedness.
I remember a time when things were good back then.
But now the United States government has walk away from God.
They use the Christ to get into office to then take God out of it.
So now our God has turn his back on this once great country.

You can take the path road, that leads to everyone else.
You can use the wide bridge that is safety built for comfort.
You can land that job with great wealth and traveling.
You can married that beautiful woman and have many kids.
You can do all of this in comfort and much pleasure too.
You can think only of your family and friends reject the rest.
But I will take the unmark road that leads to suffering and pain.
I will take the bridge that is swinging and very narrow indeed.
For me and my people we want the unmark road that leads to Christ.

As humans we struggle, when we miss seeing God, we feel abandon.
But what we fail to see that its him that is carrying us through this.
For he knows when we are drained of strength and ready to fall.
But he wants us to keep moving toward the prize set before us.
So he will carry us through these difficult times that we are in.
Because he want others to see him in us, so that they too will seek him.
So do not fear him forsaking you, because he will not ever leave us.
We need to just trust that he is doing the work for us when we fail to see him.

I lay my dreams, and everything else down. so my God can use me.
To be his hands and feet, to reach out to the confuse and lost world.
Because so many have no clue what is going on right before your eyes.
For Christ is God and he only wants the very best for each of you.
When you decide in your heart that you truly do need the creator.
Laying down all of your doubts, so that you will get to know him.
Then you shall see that he truly does love each and everyone of you.
With an unconditional love, and the problems that are in this world.
Are really created not from God but from either ourselves or others.
When you follow him you shall not walk in defeat but victory.

I hear several voices in my mind, my voice Christ and the evil one.
For we all deal with these three for it is a continue battle going on.
With good which is God and evil one trying to deceive us as well.
But when we keep reading Christ Holy Word it embeds in our mind.
Then we become in tune with Christ voice, and start obeying him.
But its not a over night event, sometimes it take years to tell them apart
Some people never learn to tell them apart, now this is very sad.
But as for me and my house, will choose to listen to Christ voice..

Living a life inspiring and helping others see and live by the truth.
It is hard at times, but God will not only bless those who persevere.
It is by far a better life to walk on the path of truth and the Light.
Alas there are too many who rather live in the darkness and lies.
So I rather walk with Jesus, to suffer for his name is far better.
Then to be a pawn to the evil one, who plays everyone it can.
My heart is for the hurting and God, to walk in his Love.

Believers with open hearts ready to lay down your life for your God.
Long hours, with blessings beyond your wildest imaginations.
Miracles happening every day, but you must die to self everyday.
Trusting that your heavenly Father will protect you from harm.
That he will bring you back from the dead, to live a joyful life in heaven.
If this seems like a perfect fit for you apply to Jesus in a prayer.
He will definitely let you know, if you have gotten the position.

Watch, wait time is drawing close keep watching.
For the Son shall come like a thief in the night.
So keep obeying him and wait for his return.
Soon he shall appear in the clouds with great power.
Wait, Listen and watch for his appearance to come.
So that you shall not be stuck here when he call his people.
To come to him in the clouds,  to go home in heaven.
So be of good cheer and watch for his second coming.

We are a candle burning throughout the dark night.
We are an anchor for the struggling drowning lost souls.
We are the strong ready to lead the lost out of the darkness.
We are all above and much more because Christ uses us.
He knows our heart, for he filled the desire into our hearts.
So that we can become the buoy that he toss to the drowning lost.
To rescue those whom are hurting by leading them out of the darkness.
To rescue the Lost whom are drowning he toss us out to reach them.
Thus bringing them into his sheep fold rescuing them as well.

Whatever we do, we need to unconform to the ways of this world.
We who are in Christ are new creature through him our Savior.
We were born into sin when we were born the first time fleshy born.
But as Believers of Christ we have to be changed into a spiritual creature.
We have to become Holy, Righteous through the outpouring of Christ blood.
For his blood has sanctified us, transforming us into his likeness.
Becoming People of Unconditional Love and True Hope to those that are Lost.
Becoming a People that whole purpose is to Love others into wanting to be like us.

I perceive that each one of us that walk in the Light.
That an angel of the Light is always next to each of us.
Also an fallen angel stands on the other side of us.
One to save us from being destroyed before our time.
The other is always trying destroy us or to temp us.
But it is this way for Christ special purpose for us.
To prove that we belong to him and to build us.
Into a Mighty Warrior child of his, he strengthen us.

Wearily I crawl, knowing there is no life except through you.
Whom else can save me, for I know that I am nothing.
Only through your workmanship ,do I become someone.
There is no other life giver, only do you give us true life.
My life is nothing I am nothing I have fail you so many times.
But yet you still love me, and still you rescue me everyday.
So to you I shall always turn to you the words that I speak.
They are given to me through your Holy Spirit within me.
I am totally lacking, I only receive because you are faithful.
So I shall always turn to you O Saving Savior Jesus always.

We can hide in the darkness hurting, or allow Christ to heal us in the Light.
I need Christ healing touch to ease not just my brokenness but my pain as well.
For I am tired of hurting because of evil one attacks upon my life.
I know that Christ wanted better things for my life but I allow my broken mind to become disobedient.
For if I would had seen his wisdom in  what other people had told me.
My life today would have been different a better life I would had.
But I choose to follow my desires , instead of seeing the truth in the matter.
I would had such a much better life in Christ if I would had listen to them.

Because I am broken and damaged goods as well.
I can see that I need a Savior to rescue and fix me.
Because I have trouble even fixing the simple things.
So to have my life repair , I need a Savior to repair it.
So that he not I shall receive all the glory for doing it.
Plus people will see that he lives through the repairs.
For they shall know that it was not me that fixed it.
So I pray for the Great I am to fix all of us who are damage goods and broken.

Life is a choice everything we do is a choice.
Yes bad things do happen to good people.
But it is a choice what are you going to do.
Are you going to reject God or lose faith in him.
Because something bad has happen to you.
Or are you going to fall upon your knees.
Praying to Jesus to deliver you out of the situation.
Without sinning against him, overcoming evil.
With your heart for God in all situations you go through.

O Saving God, I am at your mercy, save me.
For what do I have to lose if you do not exist.
But you do live God this I know in my heart.
But the fact of the matter, is what does anyone..
have to lose if you do not exist, for this world is dark.
The point is now days everyone is suffering a lot.
At least we your people have your strength to relie on.
So it is better to suffer, with you to help us get through it.
Then to suffer on our own , when the strength is gone.
Then we would commit suicide or something Lord.

What if you were never broken, any way at all.
Would you have still seen Christ revealing himself.
Or would have pride step in the way between you and Christ.
Would you have still felt his love and everything else.
Or would have pride stop everything from being revealed.
Would you even needed Christ if you were not broken.
Or would you be just another lost person headed to ..
These are things that you need to ponder when you get depress.

What if the church step up and love the lost like Christ.
What if his people grew to love the lost like Christ does.
What if the Church had great faith and receive the miracles.
That were intended for them and the Healing as well.
Then we could really reach out to the hurting and lost.
Thus revealing the true Christ to the lost and bring them into the saved.
What if we would love everyone the same and pray for them all.
To be healed and saved, then we would see the greatest miracle of all.

Hope is living with the knowledge of knowing that you have a future.
That your creator , created you to fellowship with and loves you too.
Hope is knowing that your purpose is to love him and be with him.
For only Christ can give any of us true hope everywhere for he is God.
He loves us so much that he came down here to suffer and die for us.
Once you realize the full scope of it, you will realize just what he done for you.
Its so amazing how much that he truly love you, enough to die for.
For he is a Holy, Loving Savior that wants to save you from death.

If you do not feel love then start loving on other people.
If you are feeling insecure, then start trusting others.
Love is a verb, an action not a noun worldly love is a noun.
But Christ love is a verb, this is what true love is about.
So start trusting especially when things perceive to be the opposite.
Christ is trying to teach you how to love unconditionally in a lost world.
Thus this is where the true testing grounds are in with the unloving.

What purpose is there to live if I was to lose you God.
Everything in my life would be for nothing now.
So Lord I know that you will be faithful till the end.
But I just how meaningless life is without you by my side.
For you are the Purpose in our lives the spark in our eyes.
You are the meaning to life itself, the perfection in everything.
So how can I even hope to live , if you are not in it God.
For you are everything that is good and Holy everywhere.
So if you were to abandon me, there would be nothing good left.

When you give back , to help others.
Not only are you providing them with hope.
But you are inspiring them to give more.
This is just one of  the lessons that the bible teaches.
For to become more like Christ is to love others.
Freely we receive and freely we give to others.
For by giving freely to others, they shall see Christ in us.
So be thankful and bless others like Christ bless you.

When we become desperate, everything is falling apart.
We are so needing and clinging to Christ help that we keep crying out.
Actually it would be great that even when life is going great, we remain  clinging.
We never let go of that desperation, we cling to him always, no matter what.
Through the good times and the bad times we stay clinging to him.
Then just imagine the testimony to the world that would be.
To cling so tight to Christ, they would see how much we do love him.