I struggle with my sleeping hours, and my brokenness.
I struggle with so much, yet God is still with me here.
I struggle with wanting to be married as well, still...
My God loves me I struggle with loneliness and isolation.
I struggle with life still I know that it is not my choice.
Whether I shall live or die, so I accept my fate here.
Because, I love my God and Savior and accept his decisions.
He knows my future and my life's end, I shall trust him.
For he is God and wants only the very best for me and others.

This battle and storm seems to never cease to exist, it destroys many.
This battle that we are caught in the midst of, is taking many people.
People that we and Christ, the Father as well it taking their lives.
What ever you do , please do not allow the evil one to destroy you.
Stand firm and stand tall, Stay next to Jesus he shall keep you protective.
He shall not allow that **** to destroy you, for Jesus is your God.
He is your strong tower, nothing can get past him, for he is God alone.
He shall catch you in his protective hands whenever you start to fall.

God is my healer, Blessed is his Awesome Name.
He is always worthy of our praise and worship.
There is none other like him, he is our soul provider.
The sun rises and sets at his commands, the flowers bloom.
For he speaks life into everything that lives, and will live.
He is the source of Life to everybody, animals , and plants.
The evil one tries to destroy the life that Christ creates.
For Christ creates life , out of nothing he creates life.
Blessed is the Name of the Creator of everything that exist.

Rain upon me Holy Spirit with your healing touch.
Rain upon everyone your healing touch Holy Spirit.
For I am tired of suffering unless it is to be use to help others.
Some people enjoy their sufferings , but I would rather not.
O Holy Spirit how can we reveal Christ Faithfulness.
If all we do is suffer , for is that not how the lost live.
So rain upon your people your healing touch God.
So that all of your people may reach out to the lost.
Revealing to them a much better way to live life.

I am broken, its through my brokenness that I see God.
It through my brokenness that I gain compassion for the hurting.
It is through my brokenness that my humanity is revealed.
For if I was a perfect and sinless I would be more like the good angels.
If I was perfect, sinless, and with great power, I would be closer to God.
But I am not perfect yet, I persevere and do my very best to not sin.
It is only through my brokenness that I see that I truly need a Savior.
I do not rely on  myself, because I know that I am broken.
It is through my brokenness that I know that I need my Savior God.

Even though, I am weak, the Holy Spirit is Mighty.
God is going to win every time, even the times that I fail him.
He always has a back up plan, for he is God the Almighty.
He knows when we are going to fail him, and when we will not fail.
For he is God, people can not comprehend just how powerful he is.
You see Jesus does not need our help,but since he consider us friends.
His friend, this is why he uses us and allows the free will to be .
So that we may feel needed by him and wanted by him as well.
So consider this the next time the evil one runs its mouth.
That God loves you so much that he works with you instead of doing it himself.

I am being push through, the hardships that I need to go through.
Because Christ whom reigns in me, created me for a purpose.
To become an over comer and overcome every obstacle before me.
For it shall not be me over coming them but the Holy Spirit.
Which reigns in me, for the Holy Spirit and I have became one.
Even though that slimy bucket demons attack me daily here.
The one that lives in me, is more greater then they will ever be.
For the Holy Spirit which is God reigns in me always and forever.
So guess what, they shall lose every-time to God, for he is Awesome in Power