I have come to the realization that I am nothing without Christ.
I see my limitations every single minute of every single day.
To this world I am a complete failure, I am a co-dependent to God.
I really do need him every single second of my life, without him I am a complete wreck.
For even the simplest of things has left me in the midst of confusion.
But Christ is there to calm the storms of stress in the midst of them.
So I am thankful for his Love and Grace in my life here on the earth.
So I just keep on trusting and crawling ahead with faith, that things shall get better.
That this drowning in the midst of rejection and isolation  will soon be over.

Wearily I crawl, knowing there is no life except through you.
Whom else can save me, for I know that I am nothing.
Only through your workmanship ,do I become someone.
There is no other life giver, only do you give us true life.
My life is nothing I am nothing I have fail you so many times.
But yet you still love me, and still you rescue me everyday.
So to you I shall always turn to you the words that I speak.
They are given to me through your Holy Spirit within me.
I am totally lacking, I only receive because you are faithful.
So I shall always turn to you O Saving Savior Jesus always.

Life is about dying to self, there is no true Life without dying.
Just like there is not getting without giving it away.
For if you hoard everything that you get then you will end up   without.
For there is nothing greater then Love, its the greatest of action.
Faith , Hope, Joy, and Love is greater then these three combine.
Trust is very important another verb of action for you do it  no matter what.
So all of these verbs are very important in your relationship with Christ.

Things may seem hopeless right at this moment.
But the night is always darkest before dawn.
Also we put hope in the wrong times most of the time.
There is no hope in people nor is there hope in money or things.
There is only hope in Christ the Living Savior only him.
Life is hard, but Christ within you will overcome it too.
So keep on persevering, never let go of the true Hope which is Christ.
Trust him, Love everyone those that has rejected you love them anyway.
For you need to allow the Holy Spirit within you to reveal himself.

I hate not being able to cry, the tears are building up.
My heart is broken, the struggles and the pain are real.
Each time that I try to cry, something  holds me from crying.
If my tears could freely flow out they would be over- flooding.
But I  guess today is not the day that they will begin to flood.
Only Christ will know when they will start to over- flood.
But its clear that today is not that day of over- flooding tears.

Everyone hurts now, life is fill with suffering and pain.
But we must trust in the Creator of our souls to carry us.
Life is only getting harder to walk, without Christ its impossible.
How many people have live a self destructive Life anymore.
Things are getting even more complicated in this life we live.
Marriages falling apart Loneliness is more in the news today.
But if you allow, Christ wants to heal the hurting and struggling.
If only you would accept his plea, and know that he exist.
He wants to change your life, to use you to reach out to others.

A life without sacrifice is an empty one, without direction.
How can you reflect Christ if you never sacrifice anything.
For how can you minster Christ if you never felt any pain.
For pain and suffering, are mix together to reveal his love.
The Love from a Savior, transform into something beautiful.
We all make sacrifices, giving up sins and addictions too.
To live a Life Holy and Righteous,  being transform by God.