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You know you pushed it
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You know she's crying
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You know she was trying
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Maybe she'll forget it

So I think I hit the high point
I think I floated up to the ceiling
And now I am deflating
Lying on the ground, tethered
How wonderful would it be
If someone inflated me
But how stupid a thought is that

I don't know if I love you
Ive dreamt about you all week
Only you cross my mind,
But when I see you in person,
You seem different than my dreams
You seem more distant,
With the slightest hint of sorrow
Happiness doesn't radiate off of you,
Not like it used to.
Please don't tell me you're changing too
Because Im in love with your happy side,
Your caring, inspiring, beautiful side
Where is that side of you?
I feel like being in love with her
Is taking it away from you

It is a wound that bleeds when any hand but that of love touches it, and even then must bleed again, though not in pain

I love your personality
I love the way you brighten anyone's day
I love the way you inspire
I love the way you love God
I love how you get when your uncomfortable
I love the way you dance,
And the way you laugh
I love your opinion
I love your smile

*I love you

Maybe love was never meant for me.
Maybe love can't find me
Love died in a plane crash,
Trying to reach me when I fell for people
So love never happened.
I visit loves grave sometimes
Those old crushes, where love never made it
I hope loves flight is not crashed
I hope it's just delayed
Not cancelled

"Oh you aren't doing PE anymore?"
"No wonder you got those rolls.."
I'm actually doubting it was a joke

Sometimes I wonder what would happen if I just spoke, and said
Exactly what was on my mind

I guess I am just writing everything out
Since I physically cannot run from my problems

You can't feel that way about me

Not to sound depressed because this isn't what this is about

Sitting on that bench
You talking about how you want to make out with someone
I had this urge to scoot closer
And lean in and kiss you
You will never know my feelings for you
I guess I kinda fell for you
I guess i kinda want you
You say you wish someone, anyone, would love you
I will.
But I'll never tell Because you wouldn't feel the same way
And I don't want to ruin our friendship

Yes I've wondered
what it would be like
To kiss your lips

How ironic that I eat when I'm emotional
And part of the reason I'm emotional
Is because I eat

You say you want someone to kiss you
Kiss me
You want to hold someone's hand
Hold mine
You say if only anyone would love you
I will?
I mean we are two souls looking for love
Why not each other?
Maybe you just don't feel that way
But my heart is aching for you to look at me
And see the spark alive
And take me by the hand
And say I know
And we could finally be content
We could finally say we found love
But I don't think you feel that way
And I'm not risking our friendship to find out

I just want to leave this place
I just want to run away
I just want to stop feeling
These feelings because it will
Never be okay again here

I told her I had done it
I told her it felt great
Then the very next day
I hadn't done it