could i be excuse
excuse for all the lies
the lies that you said you care
and you loved me whole-heartedly

could i be excuse
excuse for all the bulshits you've given me
the cuts you made me to do

you never know how much my pillow is soaked
soaked with all my tears, and mascara
you never knew how depressed i am that time
the time you said you don't care anymore

you made my soft heart into hard one
because all those non-sense you called love
well im sorry
im sorry if im lame and not awesome

because i'll be here alone

(m.p)

You thought i was negligible
& it scares me
Because you think
I can't love you
& i can't make you love me
I can't make your heart feel
The same as mine
As this words
Run into my mouth so terse
Im becoming negligible
And I think too morose
That you won't love me back

Is there something wrong
with my face
or
just in my attitude

Well, i'm sorry
you didn't tell me
i wish you told me
so we could move this together

remember you promise
we'll be okay together?
or the one you said
we will have tons of kids?

i love hearing you saying that
it makes me give some hope
most likely to boost my self esteem

but i see you
being happy without me
my heart breaks
but i don't care

i expected this
you'll leave in the air
i hope you'll be happy
because that what love is

letting go and accepting

italic-(m.p)