What is all this worth?
Pain?
Suffering?
Unhappiness?
Will I only find peace after the end?
Will it ever end?

I'm just tired
Why does nobody see that.

my forehead is damp,
there's a piercing pain in my skull,
sweat drips down the back of my neck,
my throat tightens, I'm breathing harder,
trying to stay alive -  focus - count.
1-
                  2-            

3-

they say its not real,
the pain in my head,
they say the pills won't work,
but it's all I have to comfort me.

They need to realise, that one day,
she will walk away, and they will never see her again.

wish I could go back,
to a time where I didn't understand,
what I felt. because now that I know,
it's crushing me.

I'm tired, of this.
No one understands it.
The pain that I feel,
they think it doesnt affect me,
because I'm young. 
They don't realise how wrong they are.
They have pushed me, shoved me around
Made me not want to be myself anymore.
Because,
I'm done.
Trying.
Fighting.
Being the better person because why do I have to be so good if everyone around is talking s...
Why do I have to be the one to keep living if all they are doing is telling me why it's not worth it.
How better it will be if we just cease to exist.