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Morgyn Harris Dec 2013
Tell me i cant sing
Make me feel like im nothing
all the time, now and in the past
You always seem to put me last
Im always at the bottom of your list
Then you wonder why im ******
It makes me feel unwanted
Like a container with no lid
A pencil with no lead
A coffin missing the dead
Im a tank lacking fish
Or a shooting star without a wish
Ill put that star to use
I wish away the abuse
and make the pain stop
Daddy, please put me on the top
Im getting tired of being at the bottom of the rock
I feel about at useful as a broken clock
The boys always come first
And buying mom a brand new purse
Where do i fit in?
When do i get to win?
Cause even when you try
Mom starts to cry
"stop being nice to her
And what does she deserve?"
take her side when we fight
Then pull me aside and tell me im right
Why not say it to her face?
Im okay with leaving this place
I know this isnt the perfect life
Stuck between your kid and wife
but at some point you have to choose
Cause im done taking this abuse
My heart will eventually stop
Daddy, if im not on top
because mom doesnt let you
Provide my needs too
You dont know why she hates me
Its a picture neither of us can see
she does love my brothers
I need a new mother
Soon enough i won't take it
This family is nothing but sh*t
So daddy if i die
Don't say i never cried...
Morgyn Harris Dec 2013
Tell me i cant sing
Make me feel like im nothing
all the time, now and in the past
You always seem to put me last
Im always at the bottom of your list
Then you wonder why im ******
It makes me feel unwanted
Like a container with no lid
A pencil with no lead
A coffin missing the dead
Im a tank lacking fish
Or a shooting star without a wish
Ill put that star to use
I wish away the abuse
and make the pain stop
Daddy, please put me on the top
Im getting tired of being at the bottom of the rock
I feel about at useful as a broken clock
The boys always come first
And buying mom a brand new purse
Where do i fit in?
When do i get to win?
Cause even when you try
Mom starts to cry
"stop being nice to her
And what does she deserve?"
take her side when we fight
Then pull me aside and tell me im right
Why not say it to her face?
Im okay with leaving this place
I know this isnt the perfect life
Stuck between your kid and wife
but at some point you have to choose
Cause im done taking this abuse
My heart will eventually stop
Daddy, if im not on top
because mom doesnt let you
Provide my needs too
You dont know why she hates me
Its a picture neither of us can see
she does love my brothers
I need a new mother
Soon enough i won't take it
This family is nothing but sh*t
So daddy if i die
Don't say i never cried...
Morgyn Harris Dec 2013
Clench my hand in a fist
Take a blade and slice my wrist
A cut for all the things i never got,
A cut for all i was never taught
once in hopes to escape
Another for that word called ****
I cut to relieve the pain
And i cut to remain sane
i bleed to not cry
I cut cause i don't know if i wanna die
My wish is to be heard
Treasure all my words
I cut in silence
I cut in violence
A secret never shown
In public or at home
Actions speak louder than words
Morgyn Harris Dec 2013
I'm to empty to fight
laying all alone tonight
numb to my surroundings
Blind to everything around me
Love is all i want to feel
The magic that will help me heal
Make me laugh instead of cry
Inspire me to live than die
Kiss me on the cheek
Make my knees go weak
Ill hold your hand forever
Thats how long we'll be together
Wipe away my tears
Sing away my fears
but here i am still alone
Laying in this broken home
Where love cannot grow
our hearts colder than snow
hide my wish, its mine to keep
Im going to bed where i can find happiness in my sleep
Morgyn Harris Dec 2013
come morning light with first thoughts
Are evening scares with lingering haunts
Pain, hurt and lost of trust
Disappeared in storms of dust
oh the flashbacks and vague memories
so distorted and have me on my knees
Hope is gone and no love to gain
Angry whispers, minds insane
Take my hand, let me lead
Overcome the world of greed
Something i only now understood
The importance of ones childhood
Morgyn Harris Dec 2013
Heroes come in many forms
But mine dresses in military uniform
Blood is shed and help is cried
So i can claim freedom loud and mine
while you my dear are gone and away
im praying to the lord wishing you had stayed
though sometimes its hard and i get sad
thats why you get letters from me, mom and dad
and one day i hope you'll see
just how much you mean to me
strong and proud and dressed in green
you'll always be my favorite marine
Morgyn Harris Dec 2013
Alone in every day
The darkness is my friend
An outcast some may say
All talk will soon descend
The sky plastered in gray
because the smiles were pretend
All the judges soon will pay
Because she wanted her life to end
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