I don’t know you
What you liked,
What you hated,
What you wished for
I only know the surface of the vast ocean that made you, you
I never wondered what made you this way
Only that you where
I hated you,
Loved you,
Admired you
I never thought to take the time
To stop and really try to understand all the many layers that made up the person who I most resembled
You are quick to anger, easy to please, and a terrible, terrible mother
But you are my best friend, the one who I could run to,
Even when I knew you couldn't help
I told you
What I hated, what I liked, what I wished for
I told you what I wanted you to know
I don’t know you
Now I never will