Morgan Nicole: Poems

Morgan Nicole Mar 2013

The burning of the smoke in my throat excites me.
i know here soon ill have no care in the world.
i can feel the base of the music in my chest.
Puff puff pass.
i sway to the music and giggle at the lyrics.
crush it up nice and good.
inhale the powder through my nose to get the high i really want
take a shot to wash down the taste
sit back and drift out of reality.

I hate that I love you.

Morgan Nicole Mar 2013

I hate that I love you.

I hate you.
I need you.
You make me sick.
but
I'm addicted
all it took was one hit
now I
I can't let you go.
Your breath is the sweetest.
Your eyes stab into my soul.
You have became my
Beautiful nightmare.

Mommy and Daddy

Morgan Nicole Mar 2013

Mommy and Daddy

Oh mommy and daddy.
what can i say.
thanks for the scars
Thanks for the pain.
Empty stomachs
Your no where to be found.
Mommy's at the bar.
daddy passed out.
Oh mommy and daddy
Why can't you understand
you made me this way
i bet your oh so proud.

Never again

Morgan Nicole Mar 2013

Never again

Kiss me here, touch me there,
no one has to know.
"I love you" lingers with empty promises.
I know tomorrow I'm going to regret this.
But.
It feels so right.
Just give me all of you.
Ill give you all of me.
Only for tonight
I can stay.
For tomorrow,
I have to go
and
never return
again.

the monster you have become

Morgan Nicole Mar 2013

the monster you have become

Heart racing.
Your screams thunder through the room.
Is it going to happen now?
How about now?
Bracing myself for the blow.
All i can do is wait.
cornered and helpless
i thought you loved me.
here it come.
one.
two.
three.
This isn't love

why can't you love me.

Morgan Nicole Mar 2013

why can't you love me.

i lie awake thinking of you.
Numb with the emptiness of my soul.
i no longer cry, for that is weak.
no need to scream, no one cares
gotta stay strong.
no one can see my pain.
all i can think is....
why can't you love me?
why.....?

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