Like ghosts we pass each other moments of who we were evaporated a nod,a smile,a glimpse on occasion only feeling when we argue, bouncing bitterness off of each other. We are great friends though we tell as we drift back to our individual shadows...
Thrive in the wind blood rushing,soaring above myself below the godlike sky in between I float and soar spinning,in control I am,I am,I am a part of this the bigger part of me the best part,the only in tune and free at last...
For laughter I came here for the same I stayed 'til it became vitriolic and unfunny my shape shifting to suit uncomfortable and not recognised I shed the farce and walked away..
You sang me a song and then took it back, Held me like a fragile bird then let me go. It's cold here in the sun by myself, glaringly,blindingly,beautiful, This bird knows not how to fly and wants to go home...
When did you return come back to stone forgiving all for giving nothing taken ground down, mortar and pestle to powder brittle again and in a breath you go again from yourself adrift to the wind.
but I had to go mad to become real a diagnoses of mirrors permission to feel, I miss the drugs when I swallow the medication mind numbingly beautiful with veins like seaweed wavering in water salty thirst never quenched I crave it like he does.
Precious,Precious, such itchy thumbs had she scraped on walls against trees and bricks such itchy thumbs and fingers of blood to caress her love,her love,her love, leaves with a smile smoke and mirrors she will come today Precious,Precious..
******* son born of delusion man of height of breadth eyes of steel corrosion of soul mine gone now thief and liar giver of light I step back into the shadows and wait..
Creases on his hands,tracks of time gathered and pinched to join together the pen grasped Still gives it out,the words simple words of a life well lived.
Love murdered,strange love there are no cigarettes to smoke the monkey has long nails they scratch at my neck Demons gnaw at the edges I give them my rage to appease appetite. The sun still in it's mocking glory shines.